hippy pot amiss

morning fiendssi aint gonna blog bout iraq todaybig sigh of reliefwhat would i knowyoure rightim just an olde dope smoking hippynot prepared to do anythingcowardly lazy peaceniki mean imagine if it was world war 1and my type had ruined that little picnicimagine if we hadnt stopped them dominoes tumblingin vietnamimagine if all the pot smoking cowardly olde idiotslike mehad ruined the boer warthe crimean warthe hundred years warthe punic warscmonimagine all them pot smoking peaceloving pacifist foolsthose ignorant cowardly hippies like mefilling up history with….gulp…peace!!??d’ya see fiendsstheres always a reason to go n fight someone somewheresome reason why a loada women n children gotta diejust ask genghis or attilaor lord kitchener (whats a few men?)imagine if all the countries on this earth turnedneutral?like swedenor switzerlandwhere would we be then?cmonthe badde guys would run amoki mean the first world war….we hadda fight that didnt wemy grandfathers hadda get mustard gassed didnt theyto stop the hun?there was goode reason for it wasnt there?for our glorious dead?to get back that bit of land in alsace-lorraine or whereverjohnny got his gun?the trenches?the cannons?gallipoli?where would this world be nowif we hadnt had that “great” war?you see im a good for nothingstupid muso (who smokes pot)i cant understand why people have to diewith land minesand smarte bombsand napalmand bayonetteswhats wrong with me?when will i learn?gotta fight fire with fireif theyve got firewe have to get a bigger fireif they take an eye n a toothwe should take a hundred eyes n teethwhy cant i be brave n resolutelike messrs anonymousnow those guys are doing somethingtheyre preparedi mean..well…it aint actually them doing it themselves…well of course notthatd be kinda dangerous….wouldnt it?i mean you could get hurt that way…couldnt you?but you knowsomeones (other than them)gotta do iti mean imagine if all the soldiers in this worldon every sidechucked […]

morning fiendss
i aint gonna blog bout iraq today
big sigh of relief
what would i know
youre right
im just an olde dope smoking hippy
not prepared to do anything
cowardly lazy peacenik
i mean imagine if it was world war 1
and my type had ruined that little picnic
imagine if we hadnt stopped them dominoes tumbling
in vietnam
imagine if all the pot smoking cowardly olde idiots
like me
had ruined the boer war
the crimean war
the hundred years war
the punic wars
cmon
imagine all them pot smoking peaceloving pacifist fools
those ignorant cowardly hippies like me
filling up history with….
gulp…
peace!!??
d’ya see fiendss
theres always a reason to go n fight someone somewhere
some reason why a loada women n children gotta die
just ask genghis or attila
or lord kitchener (whats a few men?)
imagine if all the countries on this earth turned
neutral?
like sweden
or switzerland
where would we be then?
cmon
the badde guys would run amok
i mean
the first world war….
we hadda fight that didnt we
my grandfathers hadda get mustard gassed didnt they
to stop the hun?
there was goode reason for it wasnt there?
for our glorious dead?
to get back that bit of land in alsace-lorraine or wherever
johnny got his gun?
the trenches?
the cannons?
gallipoli?
where would this world be now
if we hadnt had that “great” war?
you see im a good for nothing
stupid muso (who smokes pot)
i cant understand why people have to die
with land mines
and smarte bombs
and napalm
and bayonettes
whats wrong with me?
when will i learn?
gotta fight fire with fire
if theyve got fire
we have to get a bigger fire
if they take an eye n a tooth
we should take a hundred eyes n teeth
why cant i be brave n resolute
like messrs anonymous
now those guys are doing something
theyre prepared
i mean..
well…
it aint actually them doing it themselves…
well of course not
thatd be kinda dangerous….
wouldnt it?
i mean you could get hurt that way…couldnt you?
but you know
someones (other than them)
gotta do it
i mean imagine if all the soldiers in this world
on every side
chucked down their lovely guns
and started playing music and smoking pot
and we used all that “defence” money
to , you know, help people
or educate em or build swimming pools n libraries
jesus…what chaos
so i find myself truly chastised by messrs anonymous
(if theyre so brave..howcome they dont put their names
i stupidly wonder…?)
i’ll stick to what i know
i will be happy that my country of australia n england
followed a nonelected draft dodging ex alky coke dealing
death penalty advocating nepotistic man
of very little charm, intelligence or grace
into a little skirmish
to get those weapons of mass destruction
even tho we the people were not consulted
i trust em
well we had to stop mr hitler didnt we?
so just in case mr hussein was another hitler
we had to stop him, didnt we?
and if a few children have to die
well thats just the price you pay, isnt it?
(as long as it isnt my kids, cos theyre white n christians
and i kinda like them)
but theyll thank us for it eventually, wont they?
mr bush wouldnt get us involved in some outrageous
invasion of someone elses country for no reason
would he?
we must trust our leaders
thats what they do…lead….?!
youd be crazy to listen to
an olde cowardly pot smoking idiot like me
an idiot who marched against vietnam in the 60s n 70s
lucky it took us a while to stop that one
them dirty commies
wed all be speaking friggin vietnamese now, wouldnt we?
i should keep my head down
talk about what i know
which aint that much
leave war to the experts like mr bush
he knows what hes doing, doesnt he?
i mean hes got mr cheney, and that lovely miss rice
and mr rumsfield
and
(gee i wish lbj was still around)
cmon
those people gotta a handle on things
havent they?
c’mon
some wars are ok….arent they?
we gonna get them bloody terrorists aint we
we gonna torture them torturers aint we
we gonna make the world safe, aint we
i mean ok
we got a few nukes up our sleeves
but we’re the good guys, aint we
i mean
we speak english and are christians, aint we?
we wouldnt go around the world imposing our schtick
on other places willy nilly, would we?
and ya know what
i think god is on our side..
i think he wanted mr bush elected
to sort out all them villains
and any one whos saying”uhh, hold on a minute”
well theyre just uninformed traitorous seditous imbeciles
who aint got the stomach for the good fight
thats what all the bombs n mines are for..
gods own work
ok
im gonna keep silent from now on
gee
thanks messrs anon.
ya put me straight
im suitably chastised
now will you fuck off
while i dribble on about music n marijuana
and my memories
anyway
i guess those guys have enlisted by now
and on their way to the middle east
to stop evil
to save freedom
kick those bad guys arses
eat mcdonalds in baghdad
(and maybe if theres a little oil there too
well,
its an ill war that blows nobody up good…)
halliburton got some restructuring to do…
hurrah
hurrah
we have won a glorious victory
against the axes of eevil

anyway
i smoked a big fat joint yessaday
and wassa strummin mah guitar when….

oooops outta time
love
from
the cowardly custard

one soft infested summer

hello therewherever you arein this large world of oursim here in stockholm, 6 30 in the morningthe sun beating in now for a whilequite stronglymaybe today will be warmwell i finally got my swim n sauna in yessadayand it felt a whole lot betterdown at the poolscoring some endorphinselli + minnas b/day went very wellvery happy with ipodsthe only church song on the playlist…?yep, you guessed itunder the wilky mayno they dont listen to usi asked why notcoz youre our dad….its too strangeand thats the end of thatfair enuffi dont really expect em toomaybe one day they willbut right now it aint happening yes peeplei do like augie marchi have most of their recordsand did ya know they did a version of reptileon a b side(that wasnt that goode actually, not really their style)and i think theyre quite cleveri do like the bjmespecially satanics second requestand this is our musicwhere anton gives a nice but weird little mentionon the inside coveri met him on the beach oncewith my kidsmy dear mate rikki a on n off member of bjmbrought him down to meet mebut i was in relaxed suntanned family modeand anton was all nervy hungoveror whatever the fuck hes onand he just harangued meand never listened to anything i had to sayhuh?i thought i was one of his heroes…?hate to see how he treats the guys he despisesanyway i think hes a bit of a geniushes a bit of a fucking character, thats fer sureand i love the film of him n the dandysbut i just wish he’d try a little harder in the studiobut i still do enjoy his recordsa lot more than mosta the tripe out thereafterwards it took me a while to recover from meeting himsuch was the clash of agendas that daybut peter k saw […]

hello there
wherever you are
in this large world of ours
im here
in stockholm, 6 30 in the morning
the sun beating in now for a while
quite strongly
maybe today will be warm
well i finally got my swim n sauna in yessaday
and it felt a whole lot better
down at the pool
scoring some endorphins
elli + minnas b/day went very well
very happy with ipods
the only church song on the playlist…?
yep, you guessed it
under the wilky may
no they dont listen to us
i asked why not
coz youre our dad….its too strange
and thats the end of that
fair enuff
i dont really expect em too
maybe one day they will
but right now it aint happening

yes peeple
i do like augie march
i have most of their records
and did ya know they did a version of reptile
on a b side
(that wasnt that goode actually, not really their style)
and i think theyre quite clever
i do like the bjm
especially satanics second request
and this is our music
where anton gives a nice but weird little mention
on the inside cover
i met him on the beach once
with my kids
my dear mate rikki a on n off member of bjm
brought him down to meet me
but i was in relaxed suntanned family mode
and anton was all nervy hungover
or whatever the fuck hes on
and he just harangued me
and never listened to anything i had to say
huh?
i thought i was one of his heroes…?
hate to see how he treats the guys he despises
anyway i think hes a bit of a genius
hes a bit of a fucking character, thats fer sure
and i love the film of him n the dandys
but i just wish he’d try a little harder in the studio
but i still do enjoy his records
a lot more than mosta the tripe out there
afterwards it took me a while to recover from meeting him
such was the clash of agendas that day
but peter k saw em that nite
and thought they were brilliant
(and hes a hard druid to please
AND
anton threw some vodka at him or something)
but anton definitely plugged into that same endless source of songs
(sauce of songs)
that i tap into
once you know how
you could just write stuff forever
(and i will)
(and its gonna get better n better)
i would humbly suggest mr newcombe gets off the fags n booze
sticks to pot
and figures out a way to drive his “car”
without having the handbrake on at the same time
but as i said before
i wouldnt mind meeting him again
and maybe this time the twain could meet

i met one of my all time heroes
tom verlaine (nee miller)
he came on tour with us in 1988
he was a strange dude
penny pinching hilarious sarcastic weird man
nothing like what i expected
he treated me like a pesky kid
and i still vividly remember one day in the dead of winter
somewhere in the north east
we pulled into this hotel at about 6 am
verlaine rings me up 1o minutes after we check in
hey kilbey….you wanna go for a uh walk
ok tom i’ll be right there
we walk to the top of this hill
where theres a kinda resovoir or something
and then we see a couple of cars of black guys
with some nasty looking deal going down
and we start running
theyre chasing us
so we run into these woods
and verlaine is sprinting down this snowy wooded hill
like a prize stallion
while i on my shorter legs struggled along behind
i thinkin how weird this is
escaping from these villains with a guy i used to idolize
(and fiends, marquee moon IS one of the best records ever)
later i meet his mom n dad
outside a gig in philly
and his mom says
you make sure tom writes to me

so ya see meeting yer heroes aint never what ya expect
i know ive disappointed lotsa people
by being rude
disinterested
vague
stoned
argumentative
aloof
take yer pick
all of the above
(insert yer own badde sk experience here)
you project what you know of em
onto the real person
sometimes it dont fit
i dont walk around spoutin’ poetry all day
and neither did verlaine
he was trying to dry his socks on our bus all the time
etc etc
so buyer beware
we are all actors
actin’ out our parts
and if ya come backstage
you may see something else again
you werent expecting

my friend markus s
here in stockholm saw the boss play a few weeks ago
he said hes very preacher like etc
until a guy whips out his mobile phone down the front
and starts filming/bootlegging
the boss drops the act
and says in a very nasty way
put that away or i’ll kill ya!

see
there are no saints in show biz
i bet young bono can be a real prick
in fact the last few times i caught him on the telly
he was a total turkey
and i fucking HATE it if i/we get compared to them
there aint no comparison
even
worse being australias answer to rem
puh leese!!
we aint australias answer to anything
we the orrible ‘urch from bondi beach
and we are totally different kettle of fish
to those most ordinary vapid boring rem
i hate em
nor do echo n the rabbitboys have much in the common
tho i like them a lot more than u2s pompous dribble
and rems tepid tripe

nobody really knows our influences
except us
but most people are way off the fucking mark
when they start citing any of those guys
sing like bono?
i’d rather rip my larynx out with my bare hands
peter n mart play like peter buck?
they were both better than him
25 years ago
i wish he had gone down for slinging the yoghourt round
on the fucking aeroplane
and it was only prince bonos testimony that saved his pudgy neck
geese of a feather flock together
c’mon bring on yer abuse
i can take it
anyway
what does it matter
theyre all billionaires
and im just sk, unemployed of north bondi
and i hate it when people think
i’m copping my schtick from turkeys
who i cant stand
now
if you said bill nelson
or steve harley
or richard strange
or john foxx
i will happily confess to absorbing their trips
but bono or stipe
gimme a brake!!!??

any way if i wanna get my numbers up
all i gotta do is mention iraq
and yessaday i scrolling thru some bloggs
and not too far away from my own mine of useless information
is a blogg terrorism news
all you pro war fuckwits should have a read
and see whats going on there
it dont seem the iraqis ARE too jazzed with democracy after all
and i still stick to my “guns”
that NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK SADDAM WAS OR WASNT DOING
THAT CAN NEVER< WILL NEVER
JUSTIFY U.S. MARINES SHOOTING A BABY AS IT LAY IN ITS BED
any attempt to justify that with some half baked half assed statistics
(which my friend the ever youth ful merrick so sagely debunked, anyway)
is just sophistry
yeah, dude
and the vietnamese really appreciated what happened there too
if you like the war
if you like guns
fuck off from my blogg
you dont deserve an opinion here
cos most of us get our stomachs turned
when OUR side commits these kinda atrocities
and as some american general said
its the tip of the iceberg
so dont bother commenting
just piss of
or go to iraq yerself and gun down some babies for jesus and democracy
yeah
im sure iraq under saddam was hell
but it was their hell
not ours
now we given em our fucking hell
and they dinnae want it!!!
leave em alone
it aint our business

ranting n raving here
its easy to say stuff
WHEN IT AINT YOUR BABY GETTING HER HEAD BLOWN OFF
do ya think that mother(if she lived)
can appreciate democracy???
do ya go round yer neighbourhood
pacifying all the arguments ya hear behind closed doors?
so goodbye
piss off
to some other site
burn my cd s
whatever you like
just please dont tell me why us anglos
killing a kid could ever ever ever
be a good thing
maybe im ignorant
but im never gonna see it
and if i aint misjudged my readers
99 per cent of them aint seeing it either
and i hate having my blogg hi jacked for yer pro death bullshit

any way
thats off my chest
i guess i’ll leave ya all to yer lovely lives
im gonna lap up the swedish sun while it last
before the clouds come, uninvited
oh
whatta slick ending, sk
you olde cleverdick
much love
and
peace
me

in the deep heart of the night we get loose on everything

god moron fiendarhur mar ni?its 6 43 in the morningstockholm callingelli n minnas 15 b/daygotta sing the swedish birthday songvi gratulerar….etcjohnny garratt says tell us some swedish swearwordswellthe swedes swear religiouslyif you told someone in swedish to get fuckedtheyd be puzzled….isnt that a nice thing…?in sweden the cursing is all aboutdevils, damnation, hell etc..a little scatalogical stuff i guessbut it always seemed so mild to methe other weird thing with that is that the swedesare not particularly religiousunlike say the italians or spanishso religous swearing is doubly strangeitalians say “pig-god” is one of the worst things you can saybut in english it doesnae do the trick at allso in swedish if you say someone is a damned devil from hellthats something akin to being the oedipal conjunctive (mofo)the swedes look like us anglosbut theyre a bit differentmore reserveda little more chilly maybe(till they get a few voddies into em)swedish is not a hard language for english people to learnunlike, say, hungarian or chinesea lot of its roots are the samebut swedes put many words togetherinstead of coming up with a completely new wordfor example in english we say a vetenarian hospitalthey say djursjukhus(an animal sick house)so english has many many more words than swedishi always thought of it as being a bit like old englishmore earthy or somethingalthough my pronunciation aint TOO badi dont have the melodyand i cant roll my “r”s right eithertho i can roll my arse(you should see me do yoga)swedes got a little melody going when they speakand without thatyour swedish sounds abysmali gotta good vocaband i can read newspapers n watch tvwithout having to translate in my headbut im not really what youd call fluent(e and m refuse to talk swedish with me…but they also hate talking english with their mum)the swedes are a good […]

god moron fiendar
hur mar ni?
its 6 43 in the morning
stockholm calling
elli n minnas 15 b/day
gotta sing the swedish birthday song
vi gratulerar….etc
johnny garratt says tell us some swedish swearwords
well
the swedes swear religiously
if you told someone in swedish to get fucked
theyd be puzzled….
isnt that a nice thing…?
in sweden the cursing is all about
devils, damnation, hell etc..
a little scatalogical stuff i guess
but it always seemed so mild to me
the other weird thing with that is that the swedes
are not particularly religious
unlike say the italians or spanish
so religous swearing is doubly strange
italians say “pig-god” is one of the worst things you can say
but in english it doesnae do the trick at all
so in swedish if you say someone is a damned devil from hell
thats something akin to being the oedipal conjunctive (mofo)
the swedes look like us anglos
but theyre a bit different
more reserved
a little more chilly maybe
(till they get a few voddies into em)
swedish is not a hard language for english people to learn
unlike, say, hungarian or chinese
a lot of its roots are the same
but swedes put many words together
instead of coming up with a completely new word
for example in english we say a vetenarian hospital
they say djursjukhus
(an animal sick house)
so english has many many more words than swedish
i always thought of it as being a bit like old english
more earthy or something
although my pronunciation aint TOO bad
i dont have the melody
and i cant roll my “r”s right either
tho i can roll my arse
(you should see me do yoga)
swedes got a little melody going when they speak
and without that
your swedish sounds abysmal
i gotta good vocab
and i can read newspapers n watch tv
without having to translate in my head
but im not really what youd call fluent
(e and m refuse to talk swedish with me…
but they also hate talking english with their mum)
the swedes are a good looking race
almost the “aryan” ideal
theres not a lotta obese people here
and they love sailing and the sea
they enjoy their culture n stuff
and not as philistine as the anglos
theyve produced some great music
great films n actors
and have made quite a mark on this world
for such a tiny little country
swedish words in english
include smorgasbord
(lit. sandwichtable)
and ombudsman
(someone who is at yer bidding)

altho the swedish women are beautiful
they are also quite “feministic”
for want of a better word
and woe betide any man who tries to treat em
like a “sex object”
theyre pretty affluent as well
and a lotta swedes gotta an apartment in the city
and a country house
and even a yacht or boat
they aint been involved in any wars for a long long time
(now if only everyone thought like that)
they like to travel abroad
but they nearly always eventually come home
they have loadsa traditions based on seasonal stuff
and pagan days
and the anglo life can seem a little bleak to homesick swedes
karin was always complaining about australias lack of seasons
i guess the summer/winter thing is crucial to swedes
which is why i feel so sorry for em
after having gone thru a long dark winter
and they get an overcast cold summer
the swedes LOVE the sun
you would too if you only got it a few months of the year
and its strange that i feel
a million more times at home here than in the u.s.
or england
its weird im an english /australian
with swedish and american kids
i got my head in 4 cultures at once
and can see the good and bad sides of em all
some people think im anti american
but obviousl my wife is american from west virginia
so i cant be that bad, can i
i just see it all from my vantage point
and some americans ive met have been the very nicest
most hospitable and kind people
i ever met in my travels
the americans seem more confused than anywhere else
and also the least likely to know much
about anywhere else
anyway
soon its time to wake the twillies
and”decorate their
day with flowers and leaves”
as the song goes
the twillies live on the 4th floor
of a big old swedish house
with big airy rooms
and a great view of sodermalm
or south stockholm
the sun was up early today
shining in the window at 3 in the morning
which adding to my not quite conquered jetlag
has me a little upside down
ellis best friend julia arrives
looking like a aussie adolescents wet dream
all yellow hair blue eyes and high cheekbones
yep shes a bloody stunner
and she thinks the twills dad is a little nutty but nice
if this girl had turned up at lyneham high during my day
it woulda been all over for everyone else
but beauties like this are pretty common in sweden
so no one pays much attention to em
elli and minna are planning to spend a year in high school
in sydney next year
and i can only imagine the scenes when they turn up for school on
the first day
anyway its time to open presents
i gottem two nano ipods
and all i can say is thank god i didnt have triplets
im gonna speak to ya all tomorrow
much love
stefan kilbeyssson

lying in the dark youre like an angel on my chest

oh yeahim backits another daythe angry man has departedthat furious fool has left the buildingits 17 n overcastlast nite i watch bruce springsteens docoon making of born to runplus live at hammersmith in 75born to run , fiendsswhatta fabulous recordevery song a classicbut i specially love backstreetsbeen listnin to this record for 32 years nowstill in love with itstill marvel at its intricacy n depthdont much care for a lotta stuff the boss did laterbut on this one it all came into focusthe boss seems like a pretty nice kinda guy tooand whatta lotta werk went into these songsif you aint heard it latelycheck it out and this leads to me a curious phenonomenwhich i might have mentioned beforethe generation gap in music…yessaday ellis mobile ringsplaying the arctic monkeyselli: why dont you like it dadme: its amateurish n awkwardelli: you dont understand hmmmbut i do understandit aint like my dad listnin to t rexhe really DIDNT understandthere had been a huge gulf between the stuff he dugand what i dughe couldnae abide the electric guitar for a startand he didnae care for non-singer singers(dylan, reed or me)he liked trumpets n pianosand he wanted his singers to SINGbutwith the arctic monkeystheres been no great leap forwardif she’d been listnin to rapshe coulda said you dont understandand she’d have been rightbut whats to understand about the monkeysits still the same old same oldspotty youths with guitars etcnothin new except its truly fuckin mediocreoh wellim crashing at me mates placemarkus shes got all these music mags everywheren loads a cdsi read that arcade fire n bright eyes are the best records everi stick em onsorryi hate to say ittheyre ok, i guessi fail to find the stuff that reviewrs arehyperboling aboutthe guys who reckon the church are bland/tired/ old hati dunnoits hard to […]

oh yeah
im back
its another day
the angry man has departed
that furious fool has left the building
its 17 n overcast
last nite i watch bruce springsteens doco
on making of born to run
plus live at hammersmith in 75
born to run , fiendss
whatta fabulous record
every song a classic
but i specially love backstreets
been listnin to this record for 32 years now
still in love with it
still marvel at its intricacy n depth
dont much care for a lotta stuff the boss did later
but on this one it all came into focus
the boss seems like a pretty nice kinda guy too
and whatta lotta werk went into these songs
if you aint heard it lately
check it out

and this leads to me a curious phenonomen
which i might have mentioned before
the generation gap in music…
yessaday ellis mobile rings
playing the arctic monkeys
elli: why dont you like it dad
me: its amateurish n awkward
elli: you dont understand

hmmm
but i do understand
it aint like my dad listnin to t rex
he really DIDNT understand
there had been a huge gulf between the stuff he dug
and what i dug
he couldnae abide the electric guitar for a start
and he didnae care for non-singer singers(dylan, reed or me)
he liked trumpets n pianos
and he wanted his singers to SING
but
with the arctic monkeys
theres been no great leap forward
if she’d been listnin to rap
she coulda said you dont understand
and she’d have been right
but whats to understand about the monkeys
its still the same old same old
spotty youths with guitars etc
nothin new except its truly fuckin mediocre
oh well
im crashing at me mates place
markus s
hes got all these music mags everywhere
n loads a cds
i read that arcade fire n bright eyes are the best records ever
i stick em on
sorry
i hate to say it
theyre ok, i guess
i fail to find the stuff that reviewrs are
hyperboling about
the guys who reckon the church are bland/tired/ old hat
i dunno
its hard to be objective
(actually its impossible)
whats all the fuss about
search me
it seems theres more heart wrenching action
in one of the bosses intros than in the arctic fire
or arcade monkeys or bright eyes
(bright eyes…what a flaccid name….!!?)
so i cant believe i dont understand the new rock
or post rock
or whatever
it just seems ordinary
nothing marvellous happning
nor any attempt to be marvellous
(now people gonna write in
listen to this
listen to that…
ok im open for suggestion i guess
but make sure its marvellous before ye recommend)
yesterday i meet the twillies best friends
i get the thumbs up which is nice
minna: my friends ask me what you look like
me: what do ya tell em
minna: i say you look like an olde rocker
then later
the twillies both seem happy that their friends reckon they have
my eyes n my nose n my shape face
i hated it when people said i looked like my parents
i wanted to spring into being fully formed…
but no
the twills take it as a compliment
its strange to be surrounded by gorgeous 15 year old swedish girls..
oh if only it was like this at lyneham high…
i say to elli
its weird to see you guys so grown up now
almost women, shapely n beautiful
i almost dont know how to act
elli laughs..
its so much different our relationship
than what i had with les n joyce when i was 15
we are much closer
no parental distance
i act the clown and we all laugh
i dont need to pretend to be a “father”
we giggle n carry on in an indian restaurant
oh my daughters
i aint been the most reliable dad for ya
but you guys are such fine fine young ladies
enuff of this sentimental schmaltz
sorry if its too sickly sweet for ya
but you should see em
theyre fucking identical knock outs
anyway todays swedens national day
everything kinda closed
dunno what we’ll do today
it aint like summer out there
thats for sure
whatta strange olde place sweden is
the headlines from the paper
swedes favourite beaches to “make love”
and cocaine is flooding the suburbs
(better than rain, i reckon)
the swedes hate drugs almost more than anyone
i was atta party once
where everyone was so pissed on vodka
i lit up a little spliff n people
were literally jumpin outta windows
to getta way
junkies cant get clean needles here
(fuck em let em get aids says the govt)
i saw a poster once of a girl before n after hash
before she made mary poppins look like linda lovelace
after just one puff atta party she made keef richards look healthy
how can ya trust proper gander like that?
prostitution is not illegal here
for the prostitute
but the clients get busted
alcohol is only sold in govt shops
you have to ask fer what ya want
and they go out back n get it
you cant pick it up yerself
which means there are always loadsa alkies out front of the shops
plus frustrated people waiting in the enormous queues
for a bottle of plonk
what a stupid system
what it means is people stock up
and stock up
and drink more instead of less
the system causing the opposite of what it
ostensibly intended
just like the liberty n freedom loving
coalition of the willing
gunning down iraqi babies n children in their beds
yeah
thatll make those crazy arabs love us

fiendss
as soon as one child is hurt
i reckon its not worth it
how many innocent iraqis have to fucking die
before we say enuff is enuff
god bless america?
i doubt it somehow
not after shit like that
its all going wrong fiendss
what can we do
bush is a murdering bastard
him n blair n howard should be tried for
cold blooded murder
they should get the fuck outta there
and we should get some pot smoking hippies in charge
like me n merrick n ra
people who love people
etc
when will we ever ever EVER
fucking learn
hate can only beget hate
war kills
guns kill
children will die
blood will flow
its so fucking obvious
i ‘d hate to see bushs next incarnation
a jackal?
a shark?
howard will definitely be a worm
hes almost turned into one now
blair is an opportunistic prick
hell probably be an arctic monkey
im outta here fiendss
gonna catch up with the twillies
love
roving reporter
sk

temperature drop in downtown winterland

hiya fiendish onesim having a badde day here in stock homethis is my 2nd attempt at writing to ya todayi wrote a long bloggy at ellis until suddenlythe computer over fucking heatedand hey presto my bloggy vanished into the etheri swearing in swedish n englishelli running round half scared half laughingi lie down on the floor groaningdaddy you should blah blah and attach and blahand save and blahi look up into her beautiful faceshe massages my shoulders gentlydo you want some calming tea daddycalming tea?CALMING TEA???i fume n rant n raveok oki sayim gonna go swimminggood idea daddyswim all that anger off ok now im getting really worriedi DID just try n save thisand it told mein swedishthat the page cannot be foundso now what?anywaythe pools were all closedcos tomorrows a holiday(so howcome theyre closed today?????)i walk to all the poolsfuming all the waybut theyre closednow do any of ya know about the 3 doshasthe doshas in hindu/vedic medicineare like the 3 typeseverybodies a mixture of the 3 typesvata….wiry, mercurialkapha calm, slowpitta, hot, angryfiendssim pure pittai got the pitta hair typei got the pitta face n teeth typeim at a pitta stage of my lifethe upside of pitta is ambition, energythe downside is angeri get so angryi get so fucking beside myselfi use up weeks of energy in one explosive blastso the pools being closed gets me really goingyou motherfuckers im yelling against a closed doorlet me ini need to swimi gotta work this off in cold waterah….for an hour at my beloved icebergsthen i walked all round stockholm looking for a plugso i can use my computer, ipod speakers etcnopethey look at me blankly like im a moronaustralian to swedish…grins one shop asst after another now im getting“can not connect to blogger.com…test connexion now”greatjust greatmore angerwhere is the calm […]

hiya fiendish ones
im having a badde day here in stock home
this is my 2nd attempt at writing to ya today
i wrote a long bloggy at ellis until suddenly
the computer over fucking heated
and hey presto my bloggy vanished into the ether
i swearing in swedish n english
elli running round half scared half laughing
i lie down on the floor groaning
daddy you should blah blah and attach and blah
and save and blah
i look up into her beautiful face
she massages my shoulders gently
do you want some calming tea daddy
calming tea?
CALMING TEA???
i fume n rant n rave
ok ok
i say
im gonna go swimming
good idea daddy
swim all that anger off

ok now im getting really worried
i DID just try n save this
and it told me
in swedish
that the page cannot be found
so now what?
anyway
the pools were all closed
cos tomorrows a holiday
(so howcome theyre closed today?????)
i walk to all the pools
fuming all the way
but theyre closed
now do any of ya know about the 3 doshas
the doshas in hindu/vedic medicine
are like the 3 types
everybodies a mixture of the 3 types
vata….wiry, mercurial
kapha calm, slow
pitta, hot, angry
fiendss
im pure pitta
i got the pitta hair type
i got the pitta face n teeth type
im at a pitta stage of my life
the upside of pitta is ambition, energy
the downside is anger
i get so angry
i get so fucking beside myself
i use up weeks of energy in one explosive blast
so the pools being closed gets me really going
you motherfuckers im yelling against a closed door
let me in
i need to swim
i gotta work this off in cold water
ah….for an hour at my beloved icebergs
then i walked all round stockholm looking for a plug
so i can use my computer, ipod speakers etc
nope
they look at me blankly like im a moron
australian to swedish…grins one shop asst
after another

now im getting
“can not connect to blogger.com…test connexion now”
great
just great
more anger
where is the calm sage of a few days ago
gone up in a cloud of anger n frustration
i can quote the gita till the sacred cows come home
but when i lose mah bloggy
when the pools are closed
i fucken do my block
some pathetic little prick gives us another mediocre review
more anger
yeahh yeah andrew mueller
or mule for short
yeah we were so ordinary at the borderline, werent we?
i bet the stuff you do at home on yer computer is so great
it shoulda been you up there, shouldnt it?
you know how to do it better than us dontcha
and the audience musta been idiots for liking it as well
yeah sure
people ll be reading yer reviews for years to come
and bon bon
you can write whatever you fucking well like me old fruit
it was a CARDBOARD BOX
im sure theres a million arty rationales why
it was a brilliant cardboard box
but to me
i say
the emperor has no clothes on
art is sposed to resonate somewhere in ya
theres good art
theres bad art
and theres BULLSHIT
the cardboard box was BULLSHIT olde son
either that
or every guy workin in the post office is picasso
i dunno
i dont care about the concept behind it
john cages 5 minutes of silence
is the same as any other 5 minutes of silence
and a box is a box is a box
thats how i see it
yer entitled to yer p o v
but i reckon yer deluding thy goode selfe
anyway
im calmed down a little
i am a pitta type
and im prone to rage
im sorry
you guys are my therapy
i wrote ya a real good bologg about sweden
but it all went to magnetic heaven
so maybe i’ll try again tomorrow
i love ya fiendss
but watch out when im thwarted
i become a madman
anyway
it was a relief to geddit all off my chest
its about 6 30 here in stocko
i gotta reconnect with my twillies
dont worry about elli
shes seen it all before
shes a brave and beautiful flicka
and i love her so much
her sis aint too badde either
musta got it off their mum
cos i cant stand myself whenever i get like this
is this my lesson to learn?
to be thwarted n remain calm…?
i let it all hang out for ya here
so i hope i havent ruined your day as well
behave yerselves
its only 15 here too , gareth
must say im a lil disappointed in the weather
ITS SPOSED TO BE FRIGGIN* SUMMER
FAAAN JAVLIGT VĂ„DER
anyway
i loves ya
i needs ya
will this missive even make it to the site
???
bye bye bye
s k

olde rocker in stockholm ….midnite suns …twin daughters

hello little fiendssyepi made it out alivei arrived in sweden this arvonot expecting to be met at the airportbut gotta lovely surprisewhen 2 charming young ladies were waiting for meolde daddy gets kinda mistyso nice to see them againgrown up even morelooking quite healthy(cept for e’s nasty scar on back of necklike a livid red train track disappearing up into her head)wowits only 15 degrees hereand the place seems utterly desertedlike almost no one on the streetthe twillies look at all the latest pix of baby bouncerand the doodles(on my ipod!!)gee its good to be here againdespite chilly weatheri feel more at home here than anywhere in the worldexcept for bondithe customs men ignore meeverything goes fine n smooothlittle tired stillbut tomorrow i’ll hit the pooland should be back to normalblogging like a fucking daemon for ya i’d like to say a big hello to eduardo and his lovely wifewho i met in bilbaoi hope your little one in heaven will watch over my childrenit made me so sad when you told me youd lost your little sonaged only 2 years oldthe kind of pain only another parent can understandedu has 200 church recordsand is a true fanas well as a lovely manthe people in spain were just amazing to usencouraging , warm, passionatethe crowd in madrid even stopped smoking cos i was losing my velvety voicewhich was nice of emactually it was one lone australianthat insisted on smoking right in front of meas well as a wally from brisbane who was yelling outall thru the budapest gigso watch outdont be an ugly australian(too late for me, fiendsss)anyway looki know there aint been much “meat” on my bloggsfor a cuppla dazebut all will be rectified soonwhen i get back to my usual preoccupationsof dopevishnunarniat rexyogathe hcchuretc etc etcall the stuff […]

hello little fiendss
yep
i made it out alive
i arrived in sweden this arvo
not expecting to be met at the airport
but gotta lovely surprise
when 2 charming young ladies were waiting for me
olde daddy gets kinda misty
so nice to see them again
grown up even more
looking quite healthy
(cept for e’s nasty scar on back of neck
like a livid red train track disappearing
up into her head)
wow
its only 15 degrees here
and the place seems utterly deserted
like almost no one on the street
the twillies look at all the latest pix of baby bouncer
and the doodles
(on my ipod!!)
gee its good to be here again
despite chilly weather
i feel more at home here than anywhere in the world
except for bondi
the customs men ignore me
everything goes fine n smoooth
little tired still
but tomorrow i’ll hit the pool
and should be back to normal
blogging like a fucking daemon for ya

i’d like to say a big hello to eduardo and his lovely wife
who i met in bilbao
i hope your little one in heaven will watch over my children
it made me so sad when you told me youd lost your little son
aged only 2 years old
the kind of pain only another parent can understand
edu has 200 church records
and is a true fan
as well as a lovely man
the people in spain were just amazing to us
encouraging , warm, passionate
the crowd in madrid even stopped smoking cos i
was losing my velvety voice
which was nice of em
actually it was one lone australian
that insisted on smoking right in front of me
as well as a wally from brisbane who was yelling out
all thru the budapest gig
so watch out
dont be an ugly australian
(too late for me, fiendsss)
anyway look
i know there aint been much “meat” on my bloggs
for a cuppla daze
but all will be rectified soon
when i get back to my usual preoccupations
of dope
vishnu
narnia
t rex
yoga
the hcchur
etc etc etc
all the stuff you want n need n more
anyway
im one happy olde rocka tonite
gonna have a little walk now with twillies
they gotta go to school tomorrow
i can sleep in
take it easy
no more flying for two weeks
just flying on the ground
(whatever that means, neil….?!!)
so from the far north
yep
even further north than byron bay
its over n out
i love ya
will be back with proper
rant
diatribe
harangue
etc
tomorrow
sk

hiding in a hotel room somewhere in the west

back in blighty fiendsswill fly to sweden tomorrow i left ya yesterday at the pub nexta the gig in mad-ridok ok okwell we did our gigit was next ta sold outthey loved uswe were really goodewe were really togetherthey sang along to a lotta songsprobably our best show from some points of viewafterwards we get to hotel at 3 amwe get up at 6amride to airportfly argentinian airways to gatwickthen a traina taxitp gone to brighton to visit his sispk n i back at columbia hoteli go off tomorrow morning to swedenpete flies tomorrow nite to austthe tour is overhungary, london n madrid all big successbilbao not too baddedublin….well just say our oirish career dont look too promisingcant see us ever playing there againbut who knows….?i’ll happily go there againbut i think we have almost no demandlets see what ‘appens wiv it myselfim gonna visit my daughters e and msee whats going on therevisit my swedish friendsthe krallmanneand mr marcus shang out in stockholmi’ll be down eriksdahlsbadet in my bondi swimmersdoing my lapsyoull see me there if yer luckyor walkin round sodermalmwith my identical twilliesback in ozscarlet bouncer has the croupand e and a have made cookiesthe european toursuch as it was is overthanks if you came alongthanks to all the usual suss pects for yer helpspecially sir kevin nsir juanthe white widowbelfywelfyah you know who ya areno more bathing in glorythank youfor helping this olde rocka to rock hardplenty o life in this olde beast yeti love ya like brothers fiendsya always there for mewe got each other at leastwe been thru a bitwe carried a bit of weightmucho lovemucho kisseslove is all around youhey krishnahey ramahey vishnunarayana next:the swedish series of bologgsdirect from sunny stockholm n moreswimming eating and shopping in skandatwillies 15th birthday on 7th junethen a […]

back in blighty fiendss
will fly to sweden tomorrow

i left ya yesterday at the pub nexta the gig in mad-rid
ok ok ok
well we did our gig
it was next ta sold out
they loved us
we were really goode
we were really together
they sang along to a lotta songs
probably our best show from some points of view
afterwards we get to hotel at 3 am
we get up at 6am
ride to airport
fly argentinian airways to gatwick
then a train
a taxi
tp gone to brighton to visit his sis
pk n i back at columbia hotel
i go off tomorrow morning to sweden
pete flies tomorrow nite to aust
the tour is over
hungary, london n madrid all big success
bilbao not too badde
dublin….well just say our oirish career
dont look too promising
cant see us ever playing there again
but who knows….
?
i’ll happily go there again
but i think we have almost no demand
lets see what ‘appens wiv it

myself
im gonna visit my daughters e and m
see whats going on there
visit my swedish friends
the krallmanne
and mr marcus s
hang out in stockholm
i’ll be down eriksdahlsbadet in my bondi swimmers
doing my laps
youll see me there if yer lucky
or walkin round sodermalm
with my identical twillies
back in oz
scarlet bouncer has the croup
and e and a have made cookies
the european tour
such as it was is over
thanks if you came along
thanks to all the usual suss pects for yer help
specially sir kevin n
sir juan
the white widow
belfy
welfy
ah you know who ya are
no more bathing in glory
thank you
for helping this olde rocka to rock hard
plenty o life in this olde beast yet
i love ya like brothers fiends
ya always there for me
we got each other at least
we been thru a bit
we carried a bit of weight
mucho love
mucho kisses
love is all around you
hey krishna
hey rama
hey vishnu
narayana

next:
the swedish series of bologgs
direct from sunny stockholm n more
swimming eating and shopping in skanda
twillies 15th birthday on 7th june
then a months rest back in oz
then…….
the u s tour
will they let me in this time…?
ok here we go again…..

i love ya
sk

calling sister midnite, what can i do about my dreams?

bilbaowe do some interviews on spanish radiosk despite all his sage advice on yon bologgtotally loses it when some git called armandokeeps screaming something in basquein my headphones when we trying to record some songsthe second time he does iti rip the phones from my ears n hurl em against the glasssepararating him from mehe runs off in a huffhe dont realise i got tinnitusand that pain in my ears bypasses my rational mindand sends me straight to angersvillefuck himtheres about 20 spaniardsall arguing with each other in the stationas they try to mike us and record usspain is the land of argy bargyat the restaurant we trying to determinehow vegetarian the food isand eventually it seems we have the 2 waitressesthe chefthe ownerplus the dudes putting on the showall yelling in spanish or basque or bothat each otheras angry as all get outthe argument dies downbut no body still is any the wiserthey all wade in againpeople from other tables even joining ini take a chance on a bowl of bean soupand it IS vegetarianphewid have to say the spaniards and particularly herein basque countryare the least likely people to be able to speak inglesethat you seem to come across in europa(not that they should speak english, mind you..!)i reckon youd even have more chance in hungaryof stopping some random geezer on the streetand find that he could speak englishthan hereany waythe spaniards ask the same strange questionsthey were asking when we first came here in 1982whats the psychedelic scene in australia like(!!!???)who are our influences(!!!???)is it good to work with waddy wachtel…?why have we come to spainetcthen the quesstion about grantdid i know him etci suddenly get teary and very sadive become something of a walking eulogy for my olde matenot that i mind, mind youbut just that […]

bilbao
we do some interviews on spanish radio
sk despite all his sage advice on yon bologg
totally loses it when some git called armando
keeps screaming something in basque
in my headphones when we trying to record some songs
the second time he does it
i rip the phones from my ears n hurl em against the glass
separarating him from me
he runs off in a huff
he dont realise i got tinnitus
and that pain in my ears bypasses my rational mind
and sends me straight to angersville
fuck him
theres about 20 spaniards
all arguing with each other in the station
as they try to mike us and record us
spain is the land of argy bargy
at the restaurant we trying to determine
how vegetarian the food is
and eventually it seems we have the 2 waitresses
the chef
the owner
plus the dudes putting on the show
all yelling in spanish or basque or both
at each other
as angry as all get out
the argument dies down
but no body still is any the wiser
they all wade in again
people from other tables even joining in
i take a chance on a bowl of bean soup
and it IS vegetarian
phew
id have to say the spaniards and particularly here
in basque country
are the least likely people to be able to speak inglese
that you seem to come across in europa
(not that they should speak english, mind you..!)
i reckon youd even have more chance in hungary
of stopping some random geezer on the street
and find that he could speak english
than here
any waythe spaniards ask the same strange questions
they were asking when we first came here in 1982
whats the psychedelic scene in australia like(!!!???)
who are our influences(!!!???)
is it good to work with waddy wachtel…?
why have we come to spain
etc
then the quesstion about grant
did i know him etc
i suddenly get teary and very sad
ive become something of a walking eulogy for my olde mate
not that i mind, mind you
but just that it happens a lot
he was a beautiful cat i say
later back at the hotel
i chuck on a cd given to me by
sir lord count earl prince belfrank
of the frosties on kcrw in la
they just put us in a studio
and let us talk
and theres some classic steve n grant patter
that had me in stitches some 15 years later
i start playing streets of our town
grants going yes yes steven..we got that one covered
and just hearing his laugh when he asked me
who thought up the name jack frost
i say..well that was me( it was actually him)
grants chortle of outrage is classic
we do some great versions of some songs
grantley adlibbing stuff like
you should read my diary..
i dunno
the guy is never

far from my thoughts
so last night after dinner
(i had asparagus spears for dinner
it was the only vege thing i could find…)
timmy p comes up to mah roomy
we smoke some chocolate
(what the spanish call hashish)
we listen to exile on mainstreet
tim goes off to his room
i lie down n dream
im trapped in this terrible dream
it seems to go on all night
me n natalie living in brisbane
someone calls says grant is dead
i go round his place
hes there and moving around
but i can somehow see that he is dead
i implore him to stick around
god it looks so much like him in my dream
hes saying all the kinda things he would say
but steven, im dead now
no grant no
you dont have to go
im getting desperate
grant seems pretty calm
i go back home to natalie
in our shack one night in brisbane
i go back to grants
hes disappeared
but theres some strange guy there
taking grants stuff away
no no no im crying you cant do this
the guy ignores me
hes packing up grants guitars n stuff
i run off down a dreamstreet
grant dont ever leave me im saying like a mantra
promise you wont leave me here
eventually from outta heaven
or in my heart
i hear that soft melodious voice
no steven, i wont leave you
i feel reassured
its alright now
grants given me his promise
and
grant would never go back on his promise..
i wake up
a cold sweat
im in a spanish motel room
although the dream has tortured me for hours
i feel grantleys unmistakable presence
his calmness, his quiet quiet heart
wow
what a trip
i come down to breakfast
and write this blogg to you
lets speak tomorrow
sk

ps big hi to kitty kat up in darwin
she knows what a sad dream that was….