posted on September 25, 2016 at 8:13 pm
cloakful of eagles

cloakful of eagles

harridan of mercindols

i sing for my supper and i sometimes must starve

i am everything i never wanted to be

i merge with the rain

in sunlight all my years on my face

the people i meet with all shaking my hands

in sleep i am in torment

in alertness i am falling asleep

longing for moments in the past to return

null future void on

the songs i sang

all rang on in my ears


21 Responses to “bright carvers”

  1. Pictish
    Pictish | 26 September 2016 at 12:42 am #

    Some kinda Druid dude, lifting the veil…

  2. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 26 September 2016 at 1:28 pm #

    The nomenclature of a vaguely immortal breed of whale is established in an embellished tongue something derived from old Esperanto. I’ve grown weary of these topics even though I’ve just begin again. The wizard of oz burned his new disc for me. I sometimes shimmer against different lamps and mirrors to see if the green will become jaded or paisley. In elegance I go out at night because there’s a baroque state of mind where writings become lies and the natural thought though inexpressible can express itself to all of those healed of leprosy who’ve truly given up their rebellion. In jade stone in passionate ruby. Grapevines swing in the dead photograph of a summer night when your inadequate vocabulary kept you from yearning for silver and gold. Nintendo screens black out because the world is now in turmoil. Being… Not only have the chinese invented paper and ice cream but guns too. And now no one is happy. No no at all. But the spanish then go and invent discos revueltos. They rename them anyway so they sound more spanish. When all is said and done the triskelion of leafs was my logo. The one I adored. Leafs and the autumn sounds of parks before the dusk triangulates the night in the terms of gematria the number is 2…. 1 plus 1 equals 2 naturally This is because of the fall of rome. 2 plus x equals you because you were always yourself minus ehh about 2….. Hazy cosmic jive. The grass grows brown and dies until we reach the land of oz between the cartwheels of a zebra chewing bubble gum.

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    logosinthesky | 27 September 2016 at 7:16 am #

    This could help some of the people who come onto this site. Lots of good stuff on youtube about the I-me-my-me mental disease known as NPD.. Lots of info on how they tick and why “Empaths” get drawn to them. Once you see thru, they become tedious and insufferable. . At the end of the day, one has nothing to say without self awareness.. Compulsive feeding of ” narc Supply” is really still addict behavior. I thought old age brings Wisdom. But they seem to get worse as they go according to what I am viewing on youtube. Crowley or Tao. Ego or enlightenment. But maybe Narc addicts can not choose.. “His brain is squirming like a toad”

  4. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 27 September 2016 at 10:10 am #

    Interesting yoga Mr Kilbey!!
    Yoga for me is my record player playing synthpop and my rocking chair!

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    Ingrid | 27 September 2016 at 9:16 pm #

    Great photo!!!

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    logosinthesky | 28 September 2016 at 6:50 am #

    Please delete that Post on Narcissism. What’s the point ?

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    logosinthesky | 28 September 2016 at 1:51 pm #

    Kevinbreton , just because something is inscrutable doesn’t mean it is profound .The stuff Steve Kilby writes is not random gibberish. He is actually tapped into the Poetic. Very rare these days . Anyways.. When you say “And now no one is happy. No no at all” I do not agree with that. As a 20 th century thinker once said “all the world’s darkening can never reach to the light of being” . Even if it’s all burning down, you can find a space in your mind to attain peace .But you have to try and not give into feeling sirry for yourself . I do it all the time, but I only feel better when “I wise up to my tricks” to quote The Teardrop Explodes. If life is a video game, the way to win is to not get siked out and bumbed by situations and conditions you can´t control. Examining expectations is crucial. How we frame things makes all the difference. Plus Gratitude. Be Grateful .Like this farce election. I spent a total of maybe 20 minutes looking at this disneyland ride with its pre determined conclusion. . They sent me voting forms in the mail today.Might as well send me Burger King cuepons. I can´t digest that shit. It seems the only way to live an authentic life these days is to tune most of this world out. The less unreality you experience, the more real you will feel.

    • kevinbreton
      kevinbreton | 29 September 2016 at 2:58 pm #

      I couldn’t agree with this more. Thanks for writing to me. !! I just disagree with the inscrutable part only!

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    crimson | 29 September 2016 at 2:29 am #

    The picture reminds me of Tai Chi 24 yang style, it is the push immediately after the “Warding off” sequence.

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    kell | 29 September 2016 at 12:21 pm #

    Chi Gong master! Lol!

  10. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 29 September 2016 at 2:09 pm #

    I truly never post things here because I consider them or myself profound. Bretons writing is an all out mockery on the nature of words. It’s the destruction of their influence through their own means. It’s pure entertainment for me. Basically I don’t believe anything is really profound even if it’s said by Winston Einstein or something. But I do find things entertaining. And so I encourage you to read breton. He is perhaps that only writer I know who destroys the ego in an amiable way. And no I do not think I am profound. But I’d rather read about an elegantes trunk squirting kilo aid than Shakespeare. That’s the real hoax is that people think that guy was…”profound…” Bunch of garbage. That’s what all literature is

  11. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 29 September 2016 at 2:18 pm #

    And this I have spoken to you all the words if the dictionary so that this be. You mustn’t use them against me. If it isn’t fun it isn’t worth it. Just because you use Apollo or Aphrodite in your nocturne doesn’t make it profound either. You either like it or you don’t. I find a lot if neat things in Mr Ks writing. But for me the world isn’t a contest of stamina or fame or fortune or profundity. I’m me I exist I believe in Christ. And I’m not a competitive bastard

  12. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 29 September 2016 at 2:28 pm #

    In my opinion words aren’t here to make us “feel”. They’re here to make us be…. And define be…..

  13. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 29 September 2016 at 2:43 pm #

    Instead of war against worlds it’s war against words. As the saying goes sticks and stones may break my bones and words will always annoy the sh*t out of me……. Unless they’re for the sake of fun or good spirits

  14. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 30 September 2016 at 12:41 am #

    In the end I have only regrets of off couloir things I’ve said and I love to read Mr Kilbeys. Blog

  15. kevinbreton
    kevinbreton | 30 September 2016 at 11:01 am #

    The real enlightening things aren’t handed to Druids in dark places anymore anyway. I wouldn’t want to know that knowledge anyhow. The truth is passed from the Heavenly Father to little children because this was right and pleasing that these things were hidden from the wise or learned and given to the little ones. Knowledge by itself is a curse and wisdom is knowing how to use knowledge so it becomes a blessing and not a curse to anyone. If you want to know the truth about me is I’m a mason by english surname not some phony little club they started in 1717 England with latin words and skulls and dark secret rooms. I’m the real mason because it’s a name that belongs to me and my ancestors. Hah. And when Christ reigns men will see their stupidity folly and sin and it will be a fearful day. I’m done here The answer is in the heart of man. When he searches deep enough he will find. I think the church was better in the 80s. In hell there’s all the knowledge you could want and there’s no creator of it. All knowledge and this passing world is is an infinite darkness fire and sadness. We won’t be here forever. It’s not what goes into a man that makes him unclean but what comes out of him that makes him unclean. Swear words. Urine. Fornication. That’s about all I find on here anymore. If I were a God talking to you is say give up the pride of fornication. That stuffs dark. And it’s upsetting in today’s world where everything’s known via webs. The church made some great records. That’s really all I needed to know. I’m not in love with myself either.

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    logosinthesky | 5 October 2016 at 5:25 am #

    It’s good to reign it in. Be terse and concise. Try not to take over S.K’s blog and use this as a Hyde Park soapbox. Maybe you got the wrong Church. I grew up hearing that Literature was Bullshit.Turns out they were bullshit. Anyways. What other Science Fiction do you like other than the Bible ?

    • kevinbreton
      kevinbreton | 12 October 2016 at 3:27 pm #

      Thanks for being so friendly Logos! I am sorry if I was rash. Like you said this site has a great moderator. I agree with you that the bible is in the genre of science fiction hehe. My favorite is the original Star Trek series with Kirk McCoy and Spock my downright favorite. As a kid I read arthur clarke. Honestly I never would have thought to watch those old star treks if I didn’t read TheTimeBeing! I promise you and Mr Kilbey and all others not to post the breton jigsaws haha. I have fun reading him but I get that it can be laborious and dull. I haven’t heard of Hyde park but I’m a big fan of that Karl Hyde from the welsh band Freur. Do you remember Doot Doot? “What’s in a name face on a stage where are you now?” I just love that number. Ok I promise no more breton out of me. Hehe. It was fun for awhile maybe. God bless you.

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    logosinthesky | 6 October 2016 at 6:01 pm #

    Good the moderator is so Sage. The goal for me is to be like Elwood P. Dowd in the film “Harvey” . He was free of desire and ego and so pure hearted , not asserting himself over others , without competition, ambition ..He would have made a bad Rock star I should think. Here is a good article on characteristics of Confident People

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