posted on February 3, 2008 at 12:41 pm

if you dont like drugs or transcendental experiences
dont bother reading this blog
if you like the version of reality they fed ya
dont bother commenting
with your “drugs is boring” cliches
for anyone else whos interested
about 2 hours ago i smoked DMT for the first time
the businessmans trip it only last 6-10 minutes
ive had it in my drawer for over a year
a gift from our own capt mission
smoked it in a little glass pipe that was hard to come by
the stuff is acrid
an instantly familiar taste
it hits straight away
from zero to a thousand in no seconds flat
the speed of thought
a buddha hanging on the wall changed
its aspects constantly in flux
my wife sitting opposite me trailing energy fields
her face like a south american mask
struck by her classic timeless features
ricki sitting up close
his face is quite flushed
geometric flashes
kaleidoscopic symmetrical tiny stars
we look at vishnu in bondi my painting
behind the glass vishnus face modulates
his eyes bulge and swim
he smiles and winks
the gems on his helmet become real
he is lit from within by luminous blue light
nk is gazing at a ganesha wall hanging
the elephant gods beautiful eyes seem to brim with
compassionate tears
his pink skin is smooth and radiant
he becomes 3D like you could walk on in there to him
a painting of natalie and aurora moves of its own accord
they are in rippling motion behind the glass
the movement is like underwater
i have several more hits of the stuff
it only lasts a short time
no deep deep thoughts
kind of cartoony
very relaxing
very entertaining
proving there is more out there
than you can believe
if you just took your blinkers off
now i feel pleasantly drowsy
mmm nice
can i have some more?????

94 Responses to “DMT”

  1. avatar
    Lebrinho | 3 February 2008 at 1:04 pm #

    Dear Kilbey, you burn your circuitry with these toys. Please, please handle yourself with care.

  2. avatar
    Blind Worm Boy Grunt | 3 February 2008 at 1:11 pm #

    ITS GONNA END IN TEARS !!!!!

  3. avatar
    melissa | 3 February 2008 at 1:13 pm #

    what is DMT exactly SK? (sincere question)

  4. avatar
    Anonymous | 3 February 2008 at 1:24 pm #

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimethyltryptamine

  5. avatar
    Anonymous | 3 February 2008 at 1:52 pm #

    i too have partaken
    short but forever
    outside on a field
    the cloister of nuns neighboring the art school
    things bubbled with a sepia hue
    i drifted back further than ill ever know ,each of us was amazed
    and struck silent
    we drifted across a lawn towards … home?
    baal and zeus

  6. avatar
    athpernath | 3 February 2008 at 2:41 pm #

    lovely! sounds like mushrooms, but sped-up…
    now we had the sex, the drugs…
    …wonder if i should wait for some rock n roll today…but it’d be too predictable and unrandom…

    so

    i guess i’m going to wait for something completely different…

    which would be predictable again.

    maybe your fav lasagne recipe!?

  7. avatar
    davem | 3 February 2008 at 4:07 pm #

    Lazy Sunday!!!
    x

  8. avatar
    veleska1970 | 3 February 2008 at 4:10 pm #

    sounds like a kaleidoscope effect, the way you describe it.

  9. avatar
    Anonymous | 3 February 2008 at 4:32 pm #

    SK,
    hey brother, your old friend Keefy Fuller here.
    yes DMT is wild, i got some from a friend who was Terrance McKenna’s neighbor in Hawaii just before his death. really pure stuff as far as chemicals go. great visuals, but it left a terrible aftertaste in my lungs for days. i would have seen my spirit animal if i knew what to look for. it all happened so fast. still have a small bit myself, but i haven’t been able to bring myself to smoke it because everytime i open the container the odor alone is almost too much.

    much love to you and the ladies.

    love ya’ K and D

  10. avatar
    verdelay | 3 February 2008 at 5:46 pm #

    Sometimes ’tis better
    So they say
    To let sleeping Dragon’s lie;

    Sometime’s ’tis better
    To chase their tail
    And look them in the eye.

  11. avatar
    Anonymous | 3 February 2008 at 8:06 pm #

    Way to go recovered addict.

  12. avatar
    steve kilbey | 3 February 2008 at 8:11 pm #

    ooooh im so chastised!

  13. avatar
    linjo | 3 February 2008 at 8:16 pm #

    Good luck then to all.
    I dont like drugs, they are sad.
    Just like a bikie gang member who cannot be a real man and stand on his own. Its been interesting.
    Linda

  14. avatar
    steve kilbey | 3 February 2008 at 8:31 pm #

    awwwww……
    come back
    ahh….
    i didnt really do it
    i am a (looks down) real man….!
    please dont disapprove of me
    come back come back
    i promise i’ll behave myself
    please please pretty please
    YOU WANKER!

  15. avatar
    linjo | 3 February 2008 at 8:48 pm #

    no need for spite luvvy, each to their own. Drugs kill as you know, you have 5 little girls. Be careful. How can a woman be a wanker?
    Linda

  16. avatar
    princey | 3 February 2008 at 9:30 pm #

    Ooops, you mentioned Ricky!!!!

  17. avatar
    linjo | 3 February 2008 at 10:47 pm #

    One more comment before I fuck off into cyberspace for good….
    One day in the near future when your much younger horny wife is pushing you around in a wheelchair because you have had a brain seizure, stroke,whatever and the drool is running out of the corner of your mouth and you have shit your pad, a tiny neuron may still be able to fire enough for you to ask yourself…
    WHERE IS THE GLAMMA BAYBEE?………..

  18. avatar
    eek | 3 February 2008 at 11:03 pm #

    Ok Steve, I’m officially pissed off at you. Great family, great love life, great talent, great trips (of all kinds), great friends, great fiends (…well, sometimes only so-so on the fiends 😉 ). No wonder my life is so blah right now — you’re sucking up all the good stuff!!! >:(

    (actually I have some pretty great friends too. 🙂 )

    And it looks as if I should bestow the KIAB crown on someone else, doesn’t it?

  19. avatar
    Richard | 3 February 2008 at 11:23 pm #

    I’m intrigued by your last line

    who are you asking?

  20. avatar
    Athanasius "Palm" Pernath | 3 February 2008 at 11:25 pm #

    > How can a woman be a wanker?

    haven’t you heard about transitive and intransitive verbs, linda? does it take a foreigner to tell you?? you just need a little bit of fantasy, oxford learner’s grammar, and a nicely lubricated hand.

  21. avatar
    Celticat | 3 February 2008 at 11:45 pm #

    Some things the straights don’t need to know – for your own protection, the walls have ears dontcha know.

    Love
    Celticat

  22. avatar
    steve kilbey | 4 February 2008 at 12:31 am #

    im getting a paisley wheelchair
    with a marijuana leaf painted on it
    gee i didnt know dmt caused strokes
    i thought that was meat n cigarettes n being a “straight”
    but uh oh
    ….
    (calls horny younger (much younger) wife over)
    ah honey…….
    can i get my stroke now?

  23. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 12:46 am #

    Billy,Squire? heehee!x 😀

  24. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 1:21 am #

    Perhaps the DMT and sexpo were on the one night and the whole thing was an illusion because its common knowledge that pot smokers make lowsey lovers especially when they are on the wrong side of 50?
    Linda

  25. avatar
    Paul Lightfoot | 4 February 2008 at 1:31 am #

    Fantastic! Thanks Captain Mission. Time yourself in future by DMT instead of GMT,

  26. avatar
    Paul Lightfoot | 4 February 2008 at 1:36 am #

    To all you straight anal fuckers who persist in shovin your goody two shoes opinions on substance use on here. Fuck. Off.

  27. avatar
    the dean | 4 February 2008 at 1:45 am #

    please enough of this vitriol. we all want the last word but it is a rather pointless exercise.

    Strange coincidence for me, I was discussing a certain “castle” in the south coast hinterland and the question of an Ayuhasca cult(maybe too strong a word) that occupied this building and now DMT is SKs subject matter. Strange indeed.

  28. avatar
    eek | 4 February 2008 at 1:47 am #

    Paul Lightfoot — Don’t you dare malign straight anal fucking!!!!
    >:(

    😉

  29. avatar
    Richard | 4 February 2008 at 1:52 am #

    so it’s a toss-up between pot and sex after 50?

    better get stuck into both while I still can

  30. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 2:42 am #

    I’m just your garden variety wanker, and ambidextrous to boot, but shouldn’t it be ‘You wank!’ to qualify as an intransitive verb? Hmm…?

    Anyway, BUGGER that, we’ve got a couple of houses set up:
    – The Wankers (must be ambidextrous)
    – The Straights (strictly white collar and/or habit, not addiction)

    And I’ll add:
    – The Chauvinists, and
    – The DogMaTists

    There … all each of us (male or female) needs now is a much younger wife placed under house arrest for buggery.

    All in good jest, so I’m not in line for a punch, okay!?

    Love
    MungoPushul x

  31. avatar
    steve kilbey | 4 February 2008 at 2:54 am #

    dear linda
    1. i promise the last word
    2 lousy is spelt lousy
    3 which is the wrong side of fifty?
    are you being an ageist here?
    (shame shame)
    you see because of yoga qi gong and an amazing constition
    i can still kick anyone 25 years younger my ages ass
    at anything…..
    you think i lie about my sexlife on here to impress you when im really an impotent old dodderer?
    sorry lady
    if yer a vegan and look after yerself
    you can kick on forever
    at everything
    at least up to where i am now
    (not taking into account my imminent stroke)
    thats why i get up
    do an hours yoga
    a mile swimming
    play with my kids
    paint paintings
    write songs
    sometimes i run around for 2 hours on a stage under lights
    singing and carrying a heavy plank of wood
    darlin’
    you may doubt my sanity
    you may doubt my ethics
    but let me assure you
    my advancing years have not yet stripped me
    of my redblooded male virility
    (in hibernation during heroin years maybe)
    now im back
    and im creative
    mmm yes
    in every sense of that word
    just take my word for it
    my honesty in this matter is surely a given
    4) im sorry but it is NOT common knowledge that pot smokers make lousy lovers
    gimme some proof
    now cig smokers make lousy lovers
    5) drugs are sad…?
    is this personification a poetic device?
    or are you trotting out a variation of the party line
    some people who take drugs are sad
    some people with brown hair are sad
    some people who drink are sad
    some people are sad no matter what
    the drug i had last night was actually wattle leaf mullein and passionflower
    natural things
    available to shamans all over the world
    like mushrooms
    like marijuana
    like the poppy n coca leaf
    god given plants
    for humanity to use (and unfortunately sometimes abuse)
    i will not be told what i can do or not do
    with my own consciousness by you
    or anyone
    the law is an ass
    people been doing drugs for as long as earth existed
    it is my birthright to change my consciousness
    as a poet writer and painter
    it is my duty
    6) sorry for losing my tempa
    youre not a wanker
    youre just a “straight”

  32. avatar
    Ethereal Butterfly | 4 February 2008 at 2:54 am #

    MungoPushul that cracked me up!!!

    I’m staying neutral & just enjoying the show. Artists are different animals to non-artists, and there is a way of using moderate drugs in a controlled way it’s called harm minimisation & it sounds like SK was with people who were looking after him. It’s not my choice of lifestyle but it is a lifestyle that’s been around for thousands of years…

  33. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 3:08 am #

    I could say more to that but I shall refrain. You can have the last word blog administrator.
    Best wishes to you.
    Linda X

  34. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 3:08 am #

    can u tell me what an “intransitive verb”is?SK?whats an “intransitive verb”?

  35. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 3:11 am #

    p.s. please? ;D 😀

  36. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 3:16 am #

    U funny Steve.

    Interesting that you aren’t raving about your dmt experience – makes me less annoyed that I haven’t ever got my hands on some to try for myself.

    Ayahuasca (contains dmt I believe, but something else as well, and is longer lasting) on the other hand, I would still like to try.

    Can’t get hold of it either, of course…

    The only drugs allowed are those that encourage conformity and make work-slavery bearable.

  37. avatar
    eek | 4 February 2008 at 3:33 am #

    To the person asking about intransitive verbs — check these two links. this page and the next one. These pages give definitions and examples of intransitive verbs and then linking verbs (so you can see the difference).

    Hope that helps. 🙂

  38. avatar
    the dean | 4 February 2008 at 3:46 am #

    I believe the last word is Zyxt

  39. avatar
    matt davison | 4 February 2008 at 4:21 am #

    bring some to melby…you owe me a smoke or two..

    PS Linda you need to sharpen your wit when dealing with the stevie k.

    I am drinking way too much at the moment, sure that stuffs gotta be better than hangovers and the like..

    MD

  40. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 4:46 am #

    To be sure MD for an addict develops a very astute defence mechanism that justifies their lifestyle so the process can continue. Too smart for me!
    I am just a ciggy smoking, meat eating, wanking, straight person who cant spell, so what the fuck would I know?
    (that I got too much time on my hands today in this rain!)
    Linda
    back to me Mills and Boom novel now

  41. avatar
    JJ | 4 February 2008 at 4:47 am #

    Captain Mission slipped you that? Nice gent; met him before the Oct ’06 Church show in Syndey. As someone mentioned, reminds me of my mushroom experiences; the effects were similar. Have not explored DMT, but perhaps in the near future.

    Chemicals are polarizing, aren’t they? A friend berates me when others of us are enjoying some appalatian herb – yet he drinks like a fish. Herbal Essence is far less toxic, and far more enjoyable.

    JJ

  42. avatar
    Brien Comerford | 4 February 2008 at 5:42 am #

    Vishnu and Buddha were invoked. Thank God for Vishnu, Buddha, Christ, John Wesley, Empedocles, William Booth, Ellen G. White, Martin De Porres, Gandhi and Cesar Chavez.

  43. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 6:04 am #

    too much self-important navel gazing old boy.

    Roger Nimrod

  44. avatar
    steve kilbey | 4 February 2008 at 6:22 am #

    brien
    deepest sympathy on loss of your dad
    sk
    linda
    lay off the meat
    its really not nice
    much nastier than drugs
    and ruining our planet
    its the real pornography
    visit a slaughterhouse n ask yerself
    WHERES THE GLAMMA BAYBEE??????

  45. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 6:53 am #

    Perhaps I may visit a chicken slaughterhouse (free range of course) and go on a fishing boat and watch the fish die, may cure me of my barbarian ways. (dont eat four legged beasts)(whoopdeedoo he says! your a fuckin legend Linda!)
    Perhaps Steve you may like to visit a mental health institution and look into the zombie eyes of someone who has had too many bad trips!
    I got wild staring eyes,
    and I got a strong urge to fly,
    but I got nowhere to fly to, fly to, fly to
    then ask yourself
    WHERES THE GLAMMA BAYBEE??????
    Your devoted non sychophant
    Lindy Lou

  46. avatar
    Ethereal Butterfly | 4 February 2008 at 7:05 am #

    And thank God for Brien Comerford – Peace of spirit to you Brien…

    love Heather

  47. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 7:16 am #

    disregard the trips even, the wards are full of fried brains from too much hydroponic pot. No doubt you only smoke bush weed. You wouldnt put all those horrible nasties like anti fungal, growth hormones etc into that shrine of a body would you? being such a health conscious bloke! sure you will tell me when to f off and I will.
    Linda

  48. avatar
    princey | 4 February 2008 at 8:10 am #

    Fuck!!Enough already!!

  49. avatar
    davem | 4 February 2008 at 8:31 am #

    Crikey, that was all a bit frantic….I was busy chomping down a mushroom balti with the family and missed it all.
    There hasn’t been this much of the old to and fro at TTB since the gun debate……

  50. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 8:38 am #

    Linjo(i wont use Linda cause it’s my daughter’s name), i was just wondering… did you take some wrong pills today?

  51. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 9:30 am #

    sob, profoundly original anon, u wont use my name, that is so hurtful. Actually I think I did get my psychotics mixed up with my anti-psychotics today, thanks! Ambulance on its way.

  52. avatar
    eek | 4 February 2008 at 9:35 am #

    linjo you say drugs kill and can turn people into zombies. Yep they can. Big fucking deal. Name something that can’t.

    From your profile I see you are into nursing (it says nursing, student, so I figure you are still working on it). Have you seen the data on how many preventable deaths are caused by medical mistakes in a year (the figures I can find quickest are for the US)? I have heard figures from studies which show between 44,000 and nearly 200,000 deaths per year from medical mistakes — many of them adverse reactions to legal drugs. Those are only the deaths. Many more don’t die but are maimed for life. During the same periods the figures for deaths from illegal drugs per year range from under 16,000 to a little under 53,000 when you figure in illegal drug related deaths from things such as HIV/AIDS. Even if you aren’t in the US I will bet the rates of medical fuck ups are similar worldwide. So linjo, you are in or getting into a profession that pushes drugs that can and do kill and maim people. That seems a bit hypocritical of you. (I actually do think many legal drugs are wonderful things, but I also think that of many currently illegal ones too)

    Steve’s a big boy. He’s seen up close and very personally both the positives and negatives of a pretty good variety of illegal drugs. Life is full of risk — the key to living fully and meaningfully is balance, and each person has to decide for him/herself which risks are worth taking and what other actions will best balance those risks out for that individual.

    Clearly what is a balanced life for Steve is not a balanced life for you, but that doesn’t mean his is wrong for HIM. What is so hard to understand about that?

    And a quick question — at 9:47 am (blog comment time) this morning you posted “One more comment before I fuck off into cyberspace for good….” yet nearly 10 hours later you were still posting here. So my question is: is your memory going or do you just lie a lot?

    😉

    (wheee this has been fun! 🙂 )

  53. avatar
    Celticat | 4 February 2008 at 9:37 am #

    Dear Brien,

    our thoughts are with you today here from SW West Oz.

    Love Celticat
    and all here

  54. avatar
    linjo | 4 February 2008 at 9:52 am #

    Hypocritical Eek? That first argument to me is the same as me saying, Oh well I’ll keep smoking, because I might get hit by a bus tomorrow!
    As for Steve’s personal choices, of course he doesnt give a damn what some stranger on the net would have to say. I just like a little topical discussion at times, and he called me a wanker (the big poo) so we have had a little spar, big deal! Yes, I should have buzzed off a long time ago and left the true fiends to rehash and relish the halcyon (is that how you spell it Steve? cant find my dict) days of drug glory.
    I have had mine a long time ago and I find it a little sad that mature adults still have to look to mind benders to get some insight into themselves and the universe.
    Anyway, gotta go, the ambulance is here!
    Linda

  55. avatar
    eek | 4 February 2008 at 10:07 am #

    So…it was the latter. Good to know your memory isn’t going at least. Forgetfulness isn’t a good quality in a nurse. …of course saying one thing and doing another isn’t either.

    😉

  56. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 10:12 am #

    Nice blog Steve…a shame about all the grief..after all you are just doing your job as an artist and rocker

  57. avatar
    davem | 4 February 2008 at 10:18 am #

    How’s the chrunchies record going SK?
    xx

  58. avatar
    Space Goat | 4 February 2008 at 10:28 am #

    When DMT is vaporized, the vapor produced is often felt to be very harsh on the lungs. [How’s that cough? And of course smoking in general destroys blood vessels in the eyes and can lead to blindness and cancer of the lungs, throat, sinuses, nose, tongue, eosophagus, stomach, pancreas and other organs – as well as a draining sensation in the wallet area.] According to a “Dose-response study of N,N-dimethyltryptamine in humans” by Rick Strassman “Dimethyltryptamine dose dependently elevated blood pressure [associated with heart attack and stroke], heart rate [ditto], pupil diameter, and rectal temperature [whooooh]… Dr. Rick Strassman, while conducting DMT research in the 1990s at the University of New Mexico, advanced the theory that a massive release of DMT from the pineal gland prior to death or near death was the cause of the near death experience (NDE) phenomenon. Several of his test subjects reported NDE-like audio or visual hallucinations. His explanation for this was the possible lack of panic involved in the clinical setting and possible dosage differences between those administered and those encountered in actual NDE cases.

    Several subjects also reported contact with ‘other beings’, alien like, insectoid and reptilian in nature, in technological environments where the subjects were ‘probed’, [terrific – just in time for the raised anal temperature – or was that what drew the interest?]’tested’ and sometimes even ‘manipulated’ by these ‘beings’ (see Abduction phenomenon). [Oh great.]

    Ethical concerns do not allow for the testing of this hypothesis in humans, as the biological samples must come from the living human brain.

    Writers on DMT include Terence McKenna and Jeremy Narby, though most scientists who study psychedelic drugs treat their writings with skepticism. McKenna writes of his experiences with DMT in which he encounters entities he describes as “Self-Transforming Machine Elves”. [I feel a Church song coming on.] McKenna believed DMT to be a tool that could be used to enhance communication and allow for communication with other-worldly entities. Other users report visitation from external intelligences attempting to impart information.[Via anal probe?]These Machine Elf experiences are said to be shared by many DMT users. From a researcher’s perspective, perhaps best known is Rick Strassman’s DMT: The Spirit Molecule (ISBN 0-89281-927-8);[13] Strassman speculated that DMT is made in the pineal gland, largely because the necessary constituents (see methyltransferases) needed to make DMT are found in the pineal gland.

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/
    Dimethyltryptamine

    And of course, all beings have the right to fuck themselves up – royally or otherwise. Enjoy!

  59. avatar
    Don't worry Kyoko | 4 February 2008 at 10:35 am #

    I would like to say, Linjo, that you are a worthy verbal sparrer and I welcome this spirited debate becuawse it’s bloody entertaining and drug debates are a good idea

  60. avatar
    Jen Jewel Brown | 4 February 2008 at 10:37 am #

    How about everyone stop ganging up on linjo – she has a right to an opinion just as much as the rest of us and she writes very well, and from passion

  61. avatar
    fantasticandy | 4 February 2008 at 10:39 am #

    linjo… i understand your point of view, i lost a friend many years ago to drug abuse, and i’m sure you have seen more than enough of it.

    eek… please don’t? it’s not helping any.

    brien… so sorry to hear of your loss, my heart goes out to you.

    steve… addicts always belive they are in control, and that was’nt a nice thing to call a lady.

    happy daze,
    andy L.

  62. avatar
    Galamor the wizard | 4 February 2008 at 10:43 am #

    Look after yourself big boy. Don’t let it do to you what heroin did. Do what you have to do but keep yourself safe. We need the visions but not if it’s at your expense.

  63. avatar
    fantasticandy | 4 February 2008 at 10:45 am #

    oh…..while i’m here….
    my own stance?
    i had a big bag of jazz with me for you at the london gig….
    but i wouln’t touch it myself with a barge pole!

  64. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 10:48 am #

    I’m stayin’ out of it.

    B.Bon

  65. avatar
    Matt Davyddson | 4 February 2008 at 10:48 am #

    I’m going to smoke some of this DMT, as it says it can change my appearance, alebeit, for a short time. That would be great.

  66. avatar
    Hellbound Heart | 4 February 2008 at 10:51 am #

    …you’re probably feeling pleasantly drowsy because of lack of sleep from the provious night!!!
    brian, my thoughts are with you mate…better times will come…
    the only thing i’ll say about this blog steve, is, yes, you have a right to indulge as you wish BUT PLEASE BE CAREFUL…there’s too many people who care about you to have you shuffle off this mortal coil…
    love from your aunty HH

  67. avatar
    davem | 4 February 2008 at 10:52 am #

    I think that the debate in this instance is disproportionate to the medicine taken.
    Tea anyone?

  68. avatar
    Matt Davyddson | 4 February 2008 at 10:53 am #

    Shit! It works!!

  69. avatar
    Hellbound Heart | 4 February 2008 at 10:54 am #

    bugger..typo…PREVIOUS…

  70. avatar
    fantasticandy | 4 February 2008 at 10:58 am #

    yes please dave….got any
    earl gray?

  71. avatar
    eek | 4 February 2008 at 10:58 am #

    “she has a right to an opinion just as much as the rest of us”

    And so do I. She said herself she likes “a little topical discussion” which is what she’s getting. I think linjo is a big girl and can deal quite well with any of the comments sent her way. She doesn’t need any white knights.

    “eek… please don’t? it’s not helping any.”

    Andy…see comment to JJB above.

  72. avatar
    Hellbound Heart | 4 February 2008 at 10:58 am #

    matt davyddson, old buddy, you are a SCREAM…very funny (and i mean this sincerely)…yukka yukka YUK
    sorry, steve, i’ll stop waffling on your blogspot…

  73. avatar
    fantasticandy | 4 February 2008 at 11:00 am #

    ok holly!

  74. avatar
    Matt Davyddson | 4 February 2008 at 11:04 am #

    Dearest Hellbound Heart, why thank you. twelve minutes max and I changed back.. sort of. It’s left me a bit flushed, and I can’t find me specs now. 🙂

  75. avatar
    davem | 4 February 2008 at 11:14 am #

    Do pop over Andy. Some git’s broken into my car…I’ve just been fingered-printed by the SOCO chaps and await the garage to come and tow it away.
    Consoling myself with Forget Yourself on very loud.

  76. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 11:29 am #

    fantasticcandy:
    a lady is called a lady when she acts like a lady. – do you think the woman who came here and shat as “bikie gang member” should not be called a wanker?
    and i’m sure SK didnt check the nurse’s profile, or he wouldnt.

    by the way, i really dont think you should argue with a nurse. it’s a waste of time. my own opinion.

  77. avatar
    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 11:31 am #

    and personally, i like what eek(maybe holly i guess) has said. especially the quick question.

  78. avatar
    Melby Symon | 4 February 2008 at 11:52 am #

    Steve…however you choose to live your life…just take care doing it.

    We need your brilliance for a long time to come.

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    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 12:37 pm #

    Drugs are our only escape and cure in a ridiculous and nightmarish world. To each their own. Wards full of pot smokers?? just the ones who were captured and lobotimized by a sick planet of human apes. I’ll admit, my heavy use is destroying my blood vessels…but what to do. Most humans are so fucking intolerable to look at and be around without this stuff…who would know these truths?? Cowards and conformists? whatvever. I do also wonder why Steve needs to see these false wonderous visions…I am a Shaman of sorts..??? I undastand…but, whats the point?? really? At some point such things ….do they convey knowledge or a chaotic nighmare bundle of chemicals?? I’ll tell ya, I taught Kindergarten all week and then some…and i need to be high as a kite. Yeah, guess what, even the best teachers smoke the good herb. what world are you non-users livin in?? oh yeah, I know. Dee. ~*~

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    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 12:48 pm #

    …for the record’s sake..YES, smoking heavily ( yes weed steve you arrogant prick…I will always love you! baybee) does cause your dick to stop working at full brilliance. But i must say fuck off to all the women who are too fucking fucked up as WOMEN to understand the trouble of owning and working a penis!!!! All you have to do is spread your legs!!!! PLEASE! Some higher ground!!!! Have you never understood this absolute hypocrisy??? anyway, I’m doomed. I’d rather be queer and smoke pot then die of hideous feeling and slavish ties to a soul sucking mate who has no sense of humor or intellect….Dee ~*~

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    matt davison | 4 February 2008 at 12:56 pm #

    Davyddson… Pal! u really are looking great at the moment…

    Thanks so much for sticking around here… don’t dribble too much on that keyboard or you will fuc et.

    how was that flight back from aucky, I really think drugs can help your personality shine through
    *
    ps buddy… buy sk live!!! I think you are in there somewhere before the medical help arrived))

    Lov m

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    mime | 4 February 2008 at 1:12 pm #

    Where did Linda go?

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    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 1:21 pm #

    these comments are funny – so many sycophants. mr kilbey – you should be careful, as an ex-junkie I would have thought that a bit of pot would be about the limit these days. Do you not worry that if you make a mistake you could end up leaving your kids fatherless, either via sudden death or a slide back into addiction (the danger is always there and you are lying to yourself if you think its not). You have had a second chance and it sounds like you have a good, if somewhat poverty stricken life. I wouldn’t risk it if I were you………But then I’m not am I, so should I just fuck off now?

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    Brien Comerford | 4 February 2008 at 1:36 pm #

    Thank you asssorted friends- me padre in a better place. Sk is really on an evocative and salient blog roll these past two days.

    SK’s 1:54 p.m. comments are spiritually in tune with Genesis 1:29. He’s right on !

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    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 1:45 pm #

    lingo, i guess you must have been staying here for quite a long time, cause i’ve found something interesting here. see?

    “I dont like drugs, they are sad. Just like a bikie gang member who cannot be a real man and stand on his own. Its been interesting.”

    find something? you are unconciously imitating SK, -whatever it is.

    Yes, your name must be hurtful, cause it’s so blind.

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    Anonymous | 4 February 2008 at 2:21 pm #

    good night all.love to all.peace.:Dx

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    Anonymous | 5 February 2008 at 6:51 pm #

    amusing laughing a downs syndrome kids eh !! leave it in the playground you duffers
    a bad bad day for this blog!

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    Anonymous | 6 February 2008 at 7:20 am #

    i am having a premonition…the next blog will be about a crow, the moon,and the magician!you heard it here first folks..oh,sorry ,could just be deja vu..;) xo .trippy 😀

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    lily was here | 6 February 2008 at 12:32 pm #

    Database Management Theory sounds positively safe .. your 7th last line said it all, here and there. I’ll take your word for it. Wait till i Capt Mission, he only gave me the Waterboys. I definitely didnt leave’em in my drawers for a year though 🙂
    x

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    Anonymous | 6 February 2008 at 4:29 pm #

    Straights…Artists….give me a fucking break. There are many types of people. Drug taking businessmen, teetotalling artists…this isn’t 1969 any more. Do your drugs if you like to be high, but don’t say you do it because you’re an “artist”. Surely you can create art without drugs, or are the drugs creating the art and not you?

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    Anonymous | 8 February 2008 at 6:48 am #

    91st commentor,eh?i musta missed something pretty far out.i doubt that you’d be reading,this far down sk..but if you are?nice blogge!

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    Voodoo Fly | 9 February 2008 at 4:28 pm #

    incredible…

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    captain mission | 25 February 2008 at 6:39 am #

    this is a public service announcement

    A drug, broadly speaking, is any substance that alters normal bodily function. There is no single, precise definition, as there are different meanings in medicine, government regulations, and colloquial usage – wikipedia

    okay well i accept your right to chose not to play with your reality but why o why can’t you let me play with mine. i’m not doing anything harmful, dmt is ingested by most native cultures, aboriginal, north american indian, south american indian and siberian shaman, it’s been taken for 40,000 years and a respected non addictive sacrament, yet the ignorant perception and hostility towards these medicines (only drugs by your pHARMaceutical standards) is rife amongst the so called educated westerner, drowning in hypocracy and self rightousness, no wonder we are sinking, the arrogence.
    I bet you all loved the matrix huh?
    But would you wake up from the illusion? Even for a second. I doubt it cos its much safer living in fear. Now I respect your choice, not to partake, but be fair to those that do .
    and thanks JJ can’t quite recall meeting but you sound like a reasonable individual.

    ps.for your information i’d never give anyone, anything that would harm them or they were not prepared for.

    ha! did i get the last word 🙂

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    Anonymous | 25 February 2008 at 2:53 pm #

    steve, friend of cpt missions here – you may remember; green hair, car park of some inner west sydney RSL.
    the capt told me youd blogged this down.
    more power to you.
    dmt is not a drug – it is already present within almost all mammalian nerve tissue. it is no more alien than saliva, no more a drug than blood is. all you do is temporarily increase the levels to enhance performance of an organ and tissue – just as gatorade boosts electrolyte levels to enhance organ and tissue performance. the reason it last so short is it is so swiftly recognized and metabolized.
    you dont burn out any circuitry doing this – you increase it. DMT is essentially serotonin not being allowed to breakdown. its totally natural, happening every night when you lapse into the dream state. what you have done is found a way to by pass the sleep stage.
    thats not to say its a toy or shocking to the system.
    the captain and i have put much thought into the whole matter. tho its not to post here. i suggest you discuss with him over a cup or two of some other psychoactive. sadly i will only be there in spirit.
    i enjoy your responses to the nay sayers.
    of course people have a right to an opinion.
    but hystericly haranguing an individual of of proven integrity, publicly, with no experience oneself is not opinion. it is slander.
    i wish you well in further cyberdelic experimentation. dmt is where its at. none of the peripheral junk of acid, down time of shrooms or endlessness of the mescaline analogs.
    take any risk you feel appropriate, and just say know.


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