posted on November 23, 2010 at 4:11 pm

airfix hurricane

when i get you home

stumble through the door

waiting waiting in some soft sunlight i drift away

i have a dream

oh no not another dream i gotta stop having

something says but have this dream

some soothing voice some golden tone

anyway as well as everything else

my dream kissed my parched lips

i watched thru my brains mirror

every reflection distorts and ripples away

the future rips apart

underneath song after song after song

naked song flung headlong all wrong

we wrestle like angels for a while

the sky turning angry hurls darts of cloud

come crashing down

all  falling apart

then  running to me

i underwater with this

i move slowly thru dense green days

i move thru silent house empty headwise

numb in a cold shower

still the wondering sun

i adjust

i go on

deeper in time

am i a head or be hind

am i be fore or for ward

this cant make sense

life doesnt why should this i’d like to know

life somewhere else

power flows thru us

sublime cosmic energy oh ha ha can you feel it

take your time take your place

events continue to warp out of time

the  time being on your hands

the time being for now

the time being a tamed blamed   creature

ok i gotta get back into it here

23 Responses to “enter title here”

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    hellbound heart | 23 November 2010 at 4:34 pm #

    why doesn’t life make sense? you tell me mate and we’ll both know?

    i would dearly love to have dreams that kiss me…….the ones i remember anything from are the really disturbing ones like the one i had a couple of nights ago where i killed somebody….very very vivid…….

    love always…….

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    sarah | 23 November 2010 at 5:02 pm #

    good. swim deep. reality is real. 🙂

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    Kristine | 23 November 2010 at 6:01 pm #

    I could really get used to waking up to your lovely blogs every morning. Dream away.

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    Lyndall | 23 November 2010 at 6:47 pm #

    Speaking from my own experience…Sounds like you are grieving or need the time to grieve – Give yourself the time and space to re-elign your energies … Be kind and patient with yourself…I too used to have dreams like these … bitter / sweet, lovely / stressful that became full on panic / anxiety attacks.. all until I came to terms with my loss … more importantly found a way to overcome the guilt, accept my situation and look forward… Ignore my message if this does not apply … may be helpful to someone. As always, take real good care of yourself – DO YOUR THING…there are a lot of people out there that genuinely care about you and your wellbeing. L x

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      Lara | 24 November 2010 at 9:53 am #

      “Do your thing” seems good advice to me. Hope you can get your groove on, SK.

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    Copper Rover | 23 November 2010 at 7:20 pm #

    the future rips apart
    underneath song after song after song
    naked song flung headlong all wrong

    The calculation slavery. A great best seller…

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    princey | 23 November 2010 at 8:43 pm #

    I hope you’re not suffering or grieving sk, cos I’m loving these last few blogs.

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    Freddie | 23 November 2010 at 11:47 pm #

    I don’t know what to say about this one. It seems to be a holding pattern or a waiting place, not a good place to be. It reminds me of something I read recently to Jon from “Oh the Places You will Go” by Dr. Seuss.

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    BROKEN TOYS AND HEROS | 24 November 2010 at 1:03 am #

    Well , today’s entry reflects loss and loneliness. I dreaded this may happen prior to the beginning of the tour which is couple days away. When on tour, i can imagine the distractions from the private hurt you may be experiencing, will be placed behind a mask that will be worn to show all the fans and friends that are in your homeland, that your FINE…all waiting to have you to their own liking. SK – DUDE – you are hurting and it is on display. NK if you are reading this , i hope in your kind and warm heart…you can find the time to talk to SK- reassure him that all will be alright and plan your reunion with your incredible family.

    Please be well and take care,
    Darrin K.

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    dwellingwell | 24 November 2010 at 7:01 am #

    i move slowly thru dense green days

    the still wondering sun

    i adjust

    i go on

    deeper in time

    am i a head or be hind

    am i be fore or for ward

    this cant make sense

    life doesn’t why should this i’d like to know

    life somewhere else

    power flows thru us

    sublime cosmic energy oh ha ha can you feel it

    take your time take your place

    events continue to warp out of time

    the time being on your hands

    the time being for now

    the time being a tamed blamed creature

    . Last night, in a dream, I met a few of you in a park around a park bench with vegan food. Not sure where. It was very green. I was in a good conversation with S.K. until some noise threw me out of the dream. I ie some off these lines in this last one. food for thought.
    “the time being a tamed blamed creature” Humans are Time beings. The time being is the being aware of its finitude. Death looms on its horizon. It is “Being towards death”. The shocks to self-hood have tamed us into the prisons of our little sculls.We are banished from the Cosmos and the stream of being all around us.”The GODZ HAVE FLED”. the transcendence into the true nature of our reality has hit a dead end.But the Big Sky we have been dissing brought forth all that is out of the Void. A Magic trick beyond compare. Within the bunker of yarn lies a green strand that,with a tug, can un-ravel us back to an open-nes towards Being and the Cosmos. We can not tell the wave how it will turn. Who controls the Epochs and the way the planets turn ? Certainly not Mr. Burns.I really like that term “The wondering Sun” It wonders whether or not those little Ants below can make the Wave that is rampping up.

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    captain mission | 24 November 2010 at 7:59 am #

    i to, hope you are not suffering steve. i know that in dark times it’s very hard to see the light, yet when they pass i think it’s possible to reflect and see why this happened and how significantly events move us to a place that we need to be, often the darkness of the event overwhelms the ability to believe in a positive outcome. times great trick is to stop everything happening at once.
    anyways, absolutely brilliant writing as usual, it’s very rewarding as a lover of words to read such magnificent prose, quality is lacking in so many of the arts and i am always grateful when i find it.

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    veleska1970 | 24 November 2010 at 9:53 am #

    “enter comment here”
    today’s post strikes me as terribly lonely. and there’s a sense that you’re just going through the motions, and every day flows into the next one endlessly.
    i pray that this all will pass very soon. just breathe, steve.
    lotza love….

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    Karen | 24 November 2010 at 9:56 am #

    hmm no idea really
    but time away doent always make the heart grow fonder it makes you ponder ..( oh ffs I didnt mean to make that rhyme) and people should be together at christmas ..well so they say..whom ever they are

    keep swimming

    have to run shiftwork

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    Lara | 24 November 2010 at 10:08 am #

    Does anyone know how I can purchase the new gb3 album? I know I should be able to figure it out for myself, but no dice so far. The links here send me to some ticketing site. No results on itunes, and the gb3 Myspace site shows individual tracks but not the album. Any help appreciated. L.

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      holly | 24 November 2010 at 11:09 am #

      It’s released on Rubber Records, so try here:

      When I just took a look it seems their shopping cart is currently out of commission, but the buy button takes you to a contact form which says this:

      We are currently upgrading our physical store system. In the meantime, please complete the below details and someone from our office will contact you to process your order. Sorry for any inconvenience caused.

      Size (if applicable):
      Address / Suburb / Post Code / Country:
      Phone Number:

      Hope that helps! 🙂

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    bionicanna | 24 November 2010 at 12:38 pm #

    in that still and quiet blank slate state, undistracted by physical proximity and the fog of familiarity, is a deeper communion with those who seem so far away. oh ha ha yes even the onlookers can feel it.

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    Steven Krut | 24 November 2010 at 1:10 pm #

    That’s a REALLY cool picture of you.

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    Lady Di | 24 November 2010 at 3:39 pm #

    Beautiful. That touched my heart.

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    Therese | 24 November 2010 at 3:49 pm #

    Hi sk,

    Loving the GB3 cd, it gets better n better each play. Can’t pick one song as a fav yet, as there’s a tye for no 1 spot at the moment. All brilliant works of art.

    It’s countdown on to the Church tour now, good luck, know you’ll work your magic and bring more supporters to the universe of the Time Being.

    Peace & love

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    Starflower | 24 November 2010 at 5:03 pm #

    Title: In A Sun-Guarded Moment
    Imagine a strong, radiant yellow beam of sunlight entering the top of your head. “See” and “feel” it permeate your skull, neck, and shoulders, moving out your arms to your fingertips and into your chest and continuing to flow throughout your entire body, down to the very last cell.
    Notice how it nourishes and nurtures each molecule, bringing with it enormous health, beauty, vibrancy, and energy. “See” yourself being transformed into a relaxed being, full of joy and happiness.
    More than enough love for the time being.

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    TAZ | 24 November 2010 at 6:21 pm #

    Under The Milky Way…you knew then what you know now.

    Can we just be- in this time being?

    Can we just be- unknowing?

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    Linjo | 24 November 2010 at 7:22 pm #

    The Time Being! life is such an unknown trip, especially when you are a non conventional type. I look at people in their ‘nice lives’, nice houses, two new cars, good careers and think…. then you delve a bit deeper and the cracks can be deep and painful but they soldier on in their white bread world for appearance sake and for ‘the kids’. Wouldn’t it be good to have that and be supremely happy! Looking back at a challenging life, full of confrontation and decisions, love, music, laughs, happy kids, being who you want to be, thats what I want. x

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