posted on December 12, 2011 at 9:57 pm

pity bout the pitta

she without whom the cosmos could not breathe

came with flaming wheels roll through heaven on highest  love

and all about well i believe at least the spirits exulted in their exalting

the nightsky a’burst with orange sudden flare an ever red on crimson fire

her chariot yoked to seven great stallions all snorting in their fury

effulgence effervescing in her glorious wake she descends

her triumph so obvious at first it appears too vague to apprehend

a solar titan a colossal victory a darkening of the sky

in memoriam afternoons of dull and distant warmness

in ipso facto the way back to any eden

in the realm of conjecture where an inkling sits on the throne

in the fine print are the roughest words

in the rude jab of dawn as she shoots up the rain

let misery approach elsewhere you churls

let no calamity overtake us here again

life eventually numbs yes you may welcome it

life is insidious yet tenuous

i wonder

then

i sleep

 

18 Responses to “eye field”

  1. avatar
    BROKEN TOYS AND HEROS | 12 December 2011 at 11:57 pm #

    Rest well my friend and when you awaken, my hopes are for less weight holding onto you …holding you back. I have possibly made a grave mistake. I recently have bee reacquainted with someone so unique (my cousin who was born on the same day- same hospital-same doctor so long ago). This fine extraordinary lady assists the homeless and empowers women to live beyond their past transgressions and fears. She does all this in a rough area of Washington D.C. , I may have fractured our rebirth with hurtful memories of her past brought to light in present conversations. Now, I too, feel off course. I was being my self, brutally honest and forthcoming, not taking in the considerations that many need to leave the past behind. I messed up, I think, Steve. And I besides apologizing …I know not what to do.

    Todays blog was thought provoking, excellent work as always.

    Sadly,
    Darrin K.

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    Lara | 13 December 2011 at 12:48 am #

    Hot, hot, hot!

    (Here everything is sharp and frosty.)

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    . | 13 December 2011 at 1:56 am #

    in my dream last night i saw hundreds of vimanas
    shining and reflecting beneath the blue sky
    red and white metallic spacecraft, hovering
    and vishnu was in mulitple places all at once
    other vehicles began to populate the air
    they were less advanced, however…more like caricatures
    whereas vishnu seemed to have dominance and authority
    my pounding headache went away, that’s all i remember

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    Heather Daydream | 13 December 2011 at 8:51 am #

    in my dream last night I stopped the box as it went towards the flames and woke him up. Casually scratching his arm he said “lets go to Mexico”.

    She’s Blakeian SK, can you paint her?

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    Heather Daydream | 13 December 2011 at 8:56 am #

    Darren; apologise, show her your post, and buy her something new and gold. Then be silent.

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      BROKEN TOYS AND HEROS | 13 December 2011 at 2:00 pm #

      I have apologized, I disagree that buying gifts for people is the correct avenue to solve a problem. She is not my wife and I was looking for a more spiritual guidance, one that didn’t include bribery. I thank you for responding, I do think we r nearly on the same page and this incredible woman lost her mother at a preteen age due to self affliction. There is a gene anomaly that suggests a specific pattern thru out my family history of ‘losses by self afflication’ which has never skipped a generation as far back as I researched because I was diagnosed with severe major depression resulting from living with severe chronic pain, this is sadly a true statistic. I was only concerned for her well being and her new families because the ghosts of so many families do not reveal themselves til its beyond help. So, buying her a charm bracket from Khols wasn’t quite what I had in mind. And I really hope that you were not being rude, if so…please just skip anything I ever post on here. I was just asking for a heartfelt opinion from Steve or anyone, not a ridicule. I don’t ever recall doing that in any shape or form to you and actual enjoyed your contributions over. All this time.

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    Steven Krut | 13 December 2011 at 10:36 am #

    Hi, Steve! I hope the tour is meeting your expectations and you are having a good time. I heard a song from Isidore 2 the other day and I thought it was a real winner. Also, I LOVED this: “in the fine print are the roughest words” Classic.

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    Anonymous | 13 December 2011 at 2:05 pm #

    melting your expectations
    leave it open

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    Once | 13 December 2011 at 2:35 pm #

    And last night in my dream I was an angel
    Real one, but personified
    English and stylish
    Short skirt designer top red heels
    Perfect hair
    God, I was lovely
    But focused only on
    Saving folks from the devil
    And lo, he had a name
    Robert Ballworth by trade
    Lucien in reality
    So I took up residence with my sister Amy
    Brunette to my blonde
    Serenity to my chaos
    We lived in a hotel apartment
    Glitz
    Glimmer
    Stars
    And Lucien, dammit, he found me
    Determined to wipe me out
    Because of my love of God
    And when me met eye to eye
    When he swept into the lobby
    The people around us oblivious
    To the potential cataclysm taking place
    There was an equal exchange
    Love for love
    Evil for evil
    Who won?
    Lucien sent me a note
    “We have the same mojo”, he wrote
    And I took elevators
    And I crossed the street in the rain
    And I sought him out in Hell
    Everything is black and white there
    In case you’ve ever wondered
    No color
    Really big bar though,
    And all the usual suspects
    No surprises
    Keith and Ronnie were there,
    Perhaps prematurely
    They were happy
    And I thought to ask Sigmunde…
    But no…(that made me laugh, goddamned cokehead)
    And then I found Lucien
    Who always ran ahead of me
    Who always left a trail to follow
    Who always led me down…
    And…
    Having shown me his world
    He gave it up.
    Yes, that’s right
    No longer the devil because he loved me.
    Oh, not into Jesus and God – not by any means –
    But commander of a new neutral domain
    A gigantic foyer of black and gold….
    A small bedroom of orange flowers
    Lucien…
    My love..
    And I told him I would awake
    Because the shooting stars crossing my eyes
    Were the blinds of my window in my human room
    Oh, how he knew what that was about.
    And I asked him if I would see him again…
    “I don’t know”, he said.
    “I don’t know”.

  9. avatar
    Lady Di | 13 December 2011 at 11:57 pm #

    the cosmos breathes your tangerine dream even as you sleep

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    Boriah | 14 December 2011 at 12:50 am #

    Kilbo, good news: Greg Dulli and his Afghan Whigs are back!!! Dulli is the man, bro. Time to revisit masterpieces such as “Black love” or “Gentlemen”.
    Regards

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    BROKEN TOYS AND HEROS | 14 December 2011 at 4:27 am #

    “Reappearance” = Excellence !!!

    Great song, cannot wait to hear the entire cd. You and Mr. Cain have serious mojo, I just wish there was more opportunities for the 2 of you to collaborate in the past..Hopefully, there will be more Isidore in the future.

    Again, Great Song..has a hint of humor in it that adds to its charm. We can only dream of an ‘Isidore’ tour here in the states, Jeffrey’s here…just need you. It would sell-out many locales, Hell…I would promote the Park West show myself and camp out on WXRT’s doorsteps til they spin any track from the upcoming album..

    Have a Great Day…my cousin is cool with everything, the holidays are always hard for all of us who have lost loved ones in the past and the holes in our hearts eventually get filled by those who surround us (Friends, families,and even complete strangers) with unconditional love.

    AsAlways,
    Darrin K.

  12. avatar
    Anonymous | 14 December 2011 at 5:28 am #

    did you know… dreams, they’re like when we get to experience the best part of our waking time here, on this earth, which with everbody asking for something all the time, sometimes seems like, well why ya asking, I would’ve given so now I’m just responding to your requests… there’s no “request”/”would you do this for me…” within them (dreams); they’re just giving back to [us] and we get to experience something given; nobody’s asked for already.

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    Stewart | 14 December 2011 at 7:30 am #

    Words on a screen and magic from the sheen. Perhaps the photo is a clue. If I turn my head just right and glance fleetingly with my peripheral vision, maybe I’ll see how you get the magic in. Maybe it has something to do with the lighting…I’ll keep trying.

  14. avatar
    j | 15 December 2011 at 5:30 am #

    I might just slip away

  15. avatar
    Lara | 15 December 2011 at 11:28 am #

    Loooooooove “Reappearance.”

    Can’t wait for Isi.

  16. avatar
    hellbound heart | 15 December 2011 at 6:16 pm #

    magic <3


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