as 2012 nears its end
things get madder and madder
madder sea madder field madder lake
its insanity out there
people arguing people cursing people lying
conditions seem to align for dissent
no one can trust anyone with anything
yeah faking it or just scraping by
so much stuff to sort through
no source is accepted as indisputable
it seems you must question everything
nothing is a given
conspiracies abound round paranoia
join the queues who accuse
i dont trust myself anymore
i mean who do you believe….?
halfway thru the movie
the good guys are turning out to be villains in spades
everytime the villain shows his face
some of us kids scream out ..oh no there he is..!
the villain looks at us and says shhhh!
hes angry with us now…!
the rest of the kids in the audience turn round frowning
and so it is the villain appearing …us screaming….
why cant the others see him there threatening the heroes and heroines?
ha ha in the sauna theyre arguing over the amount of steam
in the pool some stupid swimming club has monopolised 4 of the lanes
the rest of us swim up n down bumping into each other
people i dont even know say hello to me
hey sk …!
a guy calls out
see you at the ent cent with simple minds…!
ok i say
i thought i was alone in this crowd…..
persecution causes deception
causing more persecution n need for more deception…
i lie under torture to make it stop
i rat out everybody even myself
i deny christ before that cock crows thrice
yeah you know the nazarene …says someone
nah…not me…i never seen ‘im ..i hear myself croak
in chambers of my heart jesus and my father and my heavenly father
they watch on
sad at my wrong decisions yet mostly understanding
abide with us…they say ….
meanwhile in the turmoil of the real life
the hurly fucking burly baby
dog eat dog eat dog eat dog
cat fuck screaming cat
pig snort lion roar
skyscraper carnivore ….