posted on September 15, 2006 at 8:46 am

i know you wont believe this
but then what then is belief in belief itself
and what is in the realms of the unimaginable?
i have been to other worlds
i knew you wouldnt believe me
i can feel your palpable doubts
coming thru the screen
everytime i dissolve into sleep
but no…
that is not the world that would surprise one
the world of sleep
where do we go?
im sure youve been to the hypnagogue
ive seen you praying at that altar in the soft dawn
music drifting across the lawns
the priestess at the hypnagogue is my sister
but none of this has anything to do
with whatever it was i meant to say
i have been to other worlds…
oh yes….that…
yes i have done that,
tho’ i dont blame those who dont believe it
the means can be found in many books
leaving this earth by bobby houdeen
john erskines astraltravelogue
if you want to try it for yourself
be careful tho
many are trapped elsewhere
disappearances are not uncommon
but travel must be approached with confidence
please this is no joke
hesitation can cause unpredictable effects
einstein sent a cruiser to another dimension
strange little beasties on the surface tension
you see
surrounding every thing alive
there is a field
and in the unified field
the creatures feed
each according
to its need
when you can impinge your field upon other fields
this can be called magic
try this simple test
tonight as you fall asleep try to remain conscious
impossible you say
but no wait here for me
oh yes let your heavy body slumber
but let the mind remain alert and nimble
let your spirit be sharp
and then when youre asleep
there you will find me
and then i will lead you
you must remain awake AND asleep
this must be mastered
or the experiment will not succeeed
you may feeel an oscillation
a feeling of lifting off
wait for me
do not proceed beyond this phase
if anything were to attack you
visualise vishnu in your heart chakra
and defend yourself with all you have
dont listen to the voices tempting and promising
you can only trust my voice
repeating your name in the mist a’head
your desire must be sincere
to sustain any injuries you may sustain
damage can be subtle
revealing itself over eons
mayhem can ensue
torture atrocities unhuman cruelties
i have seen an energy there
there is no name for these things
you see them from a distance
transparent things are hard to find
this is where youll need your faith
or a handful of lucidcalms
if your quack will still prescribe them….
theres definitely some bad things out here
its like the ocean
theres always sharks
whether you interest them or not…
thats a different thing of course
if you got a hankering for the astral sea
if you want to leave this heaviness behind
if you desire everything
if you can face ghastly horror and pure bliss
then stay
stay awake as you fall asleep
i’ll be waiting in the last place youd think
i’ll be flying
i’ll be just there at all
look hard with more than your eyes
i’m not a charlatan
youll need to propel yourself thru the planes of memory
thats it
up here
the surface
the real surface
you emerge into sudden light
as if a new morning had broken apart
and all the music was liberated
songs as yet unwritten
steal them as your own
where do you think i get my words?
overwhelming rays of tranquility
another vast body of water to traverse
voyaging for what seems like years
we come to another shore
here are things un-named and un-namable
i will fain risk punishment for revealing anymore
everyones watching
everyones listening
im not imagining it!
am i?
i’m certainly not mad!
am i?
its 7 31 right now
im going out for a while
i may be sometimebeing

55 Responses to “julius seizure”

  1. avatar
    daniel 27, 2 | 15 September 2006 at 11:01 am #

    You words alone already lead us elsewhere, you’re mesmerizing the audience…

  2. avatar
    fergal | 15 September 2006 at 11:02 am #

    i’ll see u there sometime … but it may take me a wee while … but what is time anyway?

  3. avatar
    Samosanx | 15 September 2006 at 11:08 am #


    What a fantastic and wonderful return….it’s a gift; it’s superb; it approaches perfection…..

    Hello Steven, I’ve been detained in the intensity of hundrum – my apologies.

    You are certainly no charlatan, and for that I am thankful, because there are so few here on Planet Earth.

    Hope to see you in the hypnagogue


  4. avatar
    Anonymous | 15 September 2006 at 11:09 am #

    It takes some time for this stuff to make it’s way through the ether.

    I know the plane of existence you speak of but I have no control over when I go there.

    I do like it there though, there are always people from my past there. Most recently one of them asked me to hold their hand…and I think I really felt it…the pressure and the warmth, the bones and the skin. I don’t delve into the esoteric much, but I do go to the area you describe sometimes. It’s alluring and comforting…is it the place between life and death? Or is it just dreaming? The future? The past? The possible? I dunno. It’s all very Houdini. I love a good clairvoyant.

    I liked reading over the lines today, probably almost as much as you liked writing them.

    See you tomorrow.


  5. avatar
    (('{~_~}')) | 15 September 2006 at 11:31 am #

    Tonight I will stay awake as I fall asleep.
    I will be waiting for you to lead me elswhere.
    Take me to the astral sea.
    I will trust only your voice.
    My desire is indeed sincere.
    I desire it all.

  6. avatar
    Fly | 15 September 2006 at 11:49 am #

    No wise man, enchanter, magician or diviner can explain to the king the mystery he has asked about

  7. avatar
    Anonymous | 15 September 2006 at 11:52 am #


    i’ll be fast asleep drunk tonight and the only other world I’ll wake up to will be my dehydrated tongue stuck to the pillow. However, everyone else, have a good trip.

  8. avatar
    Daberhasher | 15 September 2006 at 11:54 am #

    …sinking up…
    i could use some unweighting…

    spring greetings from the fall…


  9. avatar
    robert madore | 15 September 2006 at 12:23 pm #

    There is nothing dark
    In the astral realms
    Unless you believe there is.
    According to your intentions
    You travel and experience.
    If you believe horrid things
    Are around the corner
    They greet you happily.
    If you bring fear
    You will find fear.
    If you bring love
    You will find love absolutely.

    When you wake
    The same rules apply.

    Are you dreaming right now?

  10. avatar
    mandn | 15 September 2006 at 12:45 pm #

    one problem Orpheus,

    most people are asleep while walking around.
    how do you change an entire culture’s thought process?

    I do hope to see you there sometime if the corners will protect me.


  11. avatar
    General Catz | 15 September 2006 at 12:53 pm #

    I understand of which you speak. But i do not need anyone to take me or protect me once i’m there. Though, perhaps, we might bump into each other some day.

    Do not go with fear, and you will arrive without fear.

    miss grove

  12. avatar
    restaurant mark | 15 September 2006 at 1:07 pm #

    see you tonight…

  13. avatar
    Gareth,Notts | 15 September 2006 at 1:34 pm #

    I WISH!!!unfortunately i’ll likely be on the same journey as anon 9.52! awesome blogge,just mesmerising!!!!!!!!!!!

  14. avatar
    CSTCoach | 15 September 2006 at 2:11 pm #

    some very cool stuff these past couple days. travel by thought? see you later tonight, if the time zones synch…


  15. avatar
    verdelay | 15 September 2006 at 2:19 pm #

    Yep. Count me in.

    It’ll be quite a corroboree. Just us ninety nine asleepawake loons and nuncle stephen, falling about the dark ocean like an unruly school of fishies…

    …I wonder if Vishnu manifests as a multicoloured squidskin coat, or some useful poisony spines? Gotta keep that maw jaw at bay with a little mojo hoodoo, right kids?

  16. avatar
    sue cee | 15 September 2006 at 2:21 pm #

    Yes, I’ve always wanted safe astral travel, to take me where i cant go but its always scared me a lot.. afraid of the crossroads … my journeys usually ended with a jolt. It would be nighttime and yet a strange daylight … and there I’d be, floating up the street

    Now just where exactly would you be then nevets? “the last place you’d think?” .. you really want to play hide’n’go seek dont you?! or are you going to lead us astray? You have to count to 100! no peeking! your spirits are mischievous so you’d better be quick 🙂

  17. avatar
    JJ | 15 September 2006 at 2:36 pm #

    Look for me tonight, Nevets. Call out; I’ll follow the voice.


  18. avatar
    CeciliaGin | 15 September 2006 at 3:00 pm #

    Friday Spanish Lesson:
    Dont listen to the voices tempting and promising
    you can only trust my voice
    repeating your name in the mist a’head
    your desire must be sincere

    No escuches a las voces que te tentan y prometen
    Solo puedes confiar en mi voz
    repitiendo tu nombre en la nieblina
    tu deseo debe ser sincero

  19. avatar
    matthew | 15 September 2006 at 3:10 pm #

    He can turn wine into water/mother against daughter

  20. avatar
    ambnt1 | 15 September 2006 at 3:41 pm #


    The US government will be contacting you shortly. They would like to use you as an astral traveler spy/terrorist. Let us know what happens.


  21. avatar
    Noel Christian | 15 September 2006 at 3:59 pm #

    I haven’t mastered lucid dreaming. Once in a while it happens by accident.

    Interesting, the flight of the mind.

  22. avatar
    Anonymous | 15 September 2006 at 4:02 pm #

    Honestly, I could never manage to do that, too damn hard to get out of my body, too much earth in my brains probably. But well, talk about other worlds… Although I could never get my ass out there, their asses came to me once or twice. I got trapped in my bed once, something bad happened. I was trying some spiritual things: I left a candle lit beside my bedroom, together with an open bible and a rosario (sorry, couldnt find the english word for that), in the hope that some lost souls would find a good use for those objects. I went to sleep and suddenly, in the middle of the night, I realized the candle wasn´t lit anymore and I realized more than that: I couldn’t move my body. I could only open my eyes and in the center of my mind I saw tortured faces, sick people, screaming souls full of hatred. And it felt as if the entire bedroom was swept by a strong and hot wind, although there was no real wind. I’d say I felt hell that night, and hell is nothing more than a big Ego, shrieking with hatred just because its inhabitants are self-centered to the utmost. Well, I struggled to open my mouth and said the name of a certain saint (in my country we are used to tell the miracle but not to reveal the name of the saint…….), and then the wind stopped and I was released. All the good intentions dragged me to such a fucked up moment. Hell is full of good intentions, some would say.
    And there is a spirit that bothers me a lot, says its name is Monica, but she never say anything useful. I can communicate with it through automatic writing, but she is always drawing meaningless things, and whenever I tell her to go away, she doesn’t. I guess she is around me all the time… the first time I talked to her was like a year ago… I wonder what to do to get rid of the poor thing, I would like to have wiser spirits around, or maybe some who could predict the future or tell me the numbers of the lottery… Anyway, just talking, got nothing to do today, just gotta pay some bills.
    Hugs from me.

  23. avatar
    Valentine | 15 September 2006 at 4:10 pm #

    My daughter just brought up this subject last weekend. Seems she has inherited my ‘talent’ for flying… Love your blog and read it faithfully.

  24. avatar
    stealthblue | 15 September 2006 at 4:36 pm #

    I totally believe you. There is nothing to question. I am right there with you. I have done some traveling myself, though I am certainly no master. Just a student am I, but an eager one just the same. Learning more everyday, different realms afloat my spirit. We are not alone. Thank you for sharing your secrets, your enlightenment.
    Bye for now, see you here and there…

  25. avatar
    CAPTAIN BEYOND | 15 September 2006 at 4:41 pm #

    me am your sleeper cell just waiting to be unleashed here in me dark room…

  26. avatar
    craig | 15 September 2006 at 5:14 pm #

    about that energy there…..did it sorta resemble something like a a slow-motion wave? similar to an aurora but much slower? perhaps a place to stop chasing thought and just be….i dunno

  27. avatar
    veleska1970 | 15 September 2006 at 6:06 pm #

    i think i kinda-sorta had an experience like this when my dad passed away four years ago. about a year after he died, i met him. i was asleep and dreaming, but it seemed to real, like nothing else i’d ever experienced. i’m not sure what that experience was, but i DO know that suddenly afterwards, i came to terms with his death completely and utterly. before that, the grief was unimaginable. the meeting with my father provided me with a peace and comfort that i don’t think i would have received any other way.

    i got the impression that this place i visited, when i “visited” my father, was a very spiritual place. i felt it. i smelled it. i breathed it. i heard it. i tasted it. (he made me a cup of coffee and it was the best damned coffee i’ve ever had!!!) i probably sensed it more than i sense this waking world i’m in right now, here at work typing this out on the work computer (which is a no-no, but eh…..)…

    i don’t think the division between the “waking” world and the “spiritual” one is very thick at all. in fact, i think it’s almost invisible!!

    ummm…..i don’t have any vacation time accrued, but when i do, i’ll take you up on your offer to take the trip with you to the other world, heh heh heh…..just keep my seat on reserve for me.

    lotza love….

  28. avatar
    mandn | 15 September 2006 at 6:38 pm #


    I am sorry about your father but very glad you were able to have that experience with him.
    He must have loved you so very much to come to you like that.

    There is no division between the waking and spiritual world.
    They overlap. You just have to know how to see it.


  29. avatar
    veleska1970 | 15 September 2006 at 6:43 pm #

    yeah, my dad and i were very close. i’m glad i had the experience, too.

  30. avatar
    mandn | 15 September 2006 at 8:43 pm #


    LOL! after reading your profile I find that we could be almost
    the same exact person.

    same age, practically, same background except for location.

    no wonder you have such good taste. 😉


  31. avatar
    Centuryhouse | 15 September 2006 at 10:10 pm #

    I got into AP about a decade ago, interesting stuff. Avoid meats & alcohol for the best chance at it.


  32. avatar
    krishnamike | 16 September 2006 at 1:49 am #

    Lucid dreaming, astral projection – your thoughts are always an interesting read… I’ve tried and tried but for some reason I just seem to lack the discipline for these very subtle arts. Even with meditation, I find that when I most have need of it is when I can least practice it. I am to always be “earthed”?

  33. avatar
    Anonymous | 16 September 2006 at 2:07 am #

    Dark blue silver bubbles
    Selurian dance
    Swandiving amoeba
    the line casts down
    this is good
    its a good one here sk
    ride this wave
    dawn memory of the ultimate
    the plunge of the cell
    glisteningslicking of the surface
    the rough outer appearence
    the symphony of the stars
    moving still

    jaime r..

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    mike a | 16 September 2006 at 2:25 am #

    I tried astral projection when my friend let me borrow a book on it in high school. Always tried it throughout the years with some success, but mostly failures. Maybe it’s the fear of losing yourself? I do believe its possible with a lot of practice!!

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    isolde | 16 September 2006 at 10:23 am #

    in early dawn shrouded in mist
    hind ventures out in softest wist
    aye may the deer start but trust you yet
    the hart that cometh after true wyatt

    Whoso list to hunt, I know where is an hind,
    But as for me, hélas, I may no more.
    The vain travail hath wearied me so sore,
    I am of them that farthest cometh behind.
    Yet may I by no means my wearied mind
    Draw from the deer, but as she fleeth afore
    Fainting I follow. I leave off therefore,
    Sithens in a net I seek to hold the wind.
    Who list her hunt, I put him out of doubt,
    As well as I may spend his time in vain.
    And graven with diamonds in letters plain
    There is written, her fair neck round about:
    Noli me tangere, for Caesar’s I am,
    And wild for to hold, though I seem tame.

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    DJK082067 | 16 September 2006 at 1:38 pm #


    During H.S. my final (major) term paper was on DREAMS AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP TO REALITY. I remember that paper as if I wrote it yesterday ( 20 years ago ). I got a grade of an A (so proud w/ the highest) yet my teachers comments were that the “paper was researched well but scientifically impossible”. That raged me a little and I told her that..that very evening of sleep I was going to visit her in dreamland and give her something and move on. The next day when I arrived at her classroom she acted strangely and ignored me. I later found out that she had recently lost her sister and just found some old pix in her house that were gone for years. She thought she would never find them again. One week later, out of the blue…she caught me leaving the classroom as the bell sounded and gently grasped my arm..looked me in the eyes and said “thank-you”.

    Enjoy life !!!!

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    arcturus | 16 September 2006 at 9:29 pm #

    hey steve,
    thanks 4 the astral space guided tour!really though u are right about being grounded and sincece in ure heart and the past….i have traveled to many places…though recently have been missing my vivid dreams and find it hard to fly free…this blog is inspired me to take a trip this evening…actually gifts have been arriving in more of a premonition or feeling and i still search for true knowledge and aspire 4 the light of understanding but these days i try 2 look inward 4 the inspiration.though i did go to hear the dali lamma speak in los angeles a few days ago and found that i was able 2 fully relate 2 what he is trying 2 achieve with compassion and non violence.once again thank you very much 4 the inspiration!u are truely wonderfull in every sense of the word.god bless much love arcturus

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    Melquiades | 17 September 2006 at 9:43 pm #


    my father talked to me about this once when I was much younger. He told me just what you said. A little different, in the respect, he said to concentrate on a place, a destination. And you could, if you stayed glued to conciousness while your body slumbered, you could travel to that place.

    I tried it, but to no avail. I dabbled. But, I like your instruction.

    Pure of mind, pure of heart.

  40. avatar
    Melquiades | 17 September 2006 at 9:52 pm #

    I think we might have a problem meeting with the time differences. don’t you think?

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    between planets | 18 September 2006 at 3:30 am #

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    (('{~_~}')) | 20 September 2006 at 1:14 pm #

    All that we see or seem
    Is but a dream within a dream.”

    Edgar Allan Poe (1809-1845)

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