always surrounded by chicas

still dont know whats going on with anything at all

my girlfriend sams dad is going to pass away

and shes there with him in brisbane

and the way he is going is painful and dreadful

it fills one with fear and anxiety

i wish a sweet release for this most humble and kind of geezers

i cant believe we must die like this

there must be another way

my dad went suddenly . bang. he was gone

no hospitals no morphine no long drawn out agony

sam is showing much much grace under pressure

i cant believe she is remaining strong and calm

therefore i am so proud of her

i wish her dad could slip like a silver drop into the great ocean

i beseech jesus krsna and buddha to let this man go

let everybody off the hook

i again thank krsna jesus and buddha (who are one n the same like we all are!)

that my dad exited so quickly cos he of all people wouldve hated this ….

what truly does it avail us all this jockeying for position n money n power?

death is so close to everyone of us!

why cant we learn?

why cant we (i include me in spades) change our lives ?

actualise compassion. be gentle! love each other and everyone

death and sorrow all around us yet we live like theres no tomorrow

jostling for my place in the heap not noticing until its too late

dont bring one tiny bit more misery into my world please

i dont need it

i am not dealing with people who have a problem with me

i confuse people because i’m such a genius n such a fool

my sister in law wrote about this the other day

that the people on the bus got upset because she was a “dreamy fool”

this world needs more dreamy fools

it needs less busyness and business

the world of men and the world in general

POST SCRIPT
SAMS DAD BILL DIED THIS MORNING AT 4.20 AM SAM WAS HOLDING HIS HAND AS HE SLIPPED AWAY.