still dont know whats going on with anything at all
my girlfriend sams dad is going to pass away
and shes there with him in brisbane
and the way he is going is painful and dreadful
it fills one with fear and anxiety
i wish a sweet release for this most humble and kind of geezers
i cant believe we must die like this
there must be another way
my dad went suddenly . bang. he was gone
no hospitals no morphine no long drawn out agony
sam is showing much much grace under pressure
i cant believe she is remaining strong and calm
therefore i am so proud of her
i wish her dad could slip like a silver drop into the great ocean
i beseech jesus krsna and buddha to let this man go
let everybody off the hook
i again thank krsna jesus and buddha (who are one n the same like we all are!)
that my dad exited so quickly cos he of all people wouldve hated this ….
what truly does it avail us all this jockeying for position n money n power?
death is so close to everyone of us!
why cant we learn?
why cant we (i include me in spades) change our lives ?
actualise compassion. be gentle! love each other and everyone
death and sorrow all around us yet we live like theres no tomorrow
jostling for my place in the heap not noticing until its too late
dont bring one tiny bit more misery into my world please
i dont need it
i am not dealing with people who have a problem with me
i confuse people because i’m such a genius n such a fool
my sister in law wrote about this the other day
that the people on the bus got upset because she was a “dreamy fool”
this world needs more dreamy fools
it needs less busyness and business
the world of men and the world in general
SAMS DAD BILL DIED THIS MORNING AT 4.20 AM SAM WAS HOLDING HIS HAND AS HE SLIPPED AWAY.