posted on April 5, 2008 at 7:58 pm

pessimystic cloak round my shoulders
dark days drugged stupor
sleep through meeting
ears ring on in an envelope of limitation
everything makes me angry
nothing gets done im just mucking around
fear fear fear
premonitions threaten out of earshot eyeshot
car chugs down rainy lanes
people argue in the driveways
hopeless look in your eyes
becalmed in 2008
the earth and everything on it seems doomed
insects multiply everywhere
the stars shift
the moon comes closer
evil omen : black cat catches white dove
gifts are lost
wounds remembered
age of squabbles
age of small print disclaimers
time is revealed as a mirage
there never was any time
or time beings
time is gone
time is up
time is not on time
go ask alice
go ask kafka
go ask your mother
cant get around it or under it
it aint there
you cant stop it
hang on to it
appreciate it
it dont matter
time is not matter
in the time it takes
to read this blog
something significant probably happened

25 Responses to “doubt”

  1. avatar
    Anonymous | 5 April 2008 at 9:11 pm #

    a cat’s gotta eat .;) it’s okay SK.:( 😀 xo good sunday to n peace.

  2. avatar
    PAGEY | 5 April 2008 at 9:33 pm #

    seismic happens now, somewhere, and that darn bush burns and speaks fire…

  3. avatar
    linjo | 5 April 2008 at 10:26 pm #

    Just one day of solitude and no demands would be bliss for me, sounds like you need it too Steve, but duty calls.
    Word verification today was faletio!

  4. avatar
    princey | 6 April 2008 at 12:05 am #

    Wish u felt happier today sk 🙁

    See you @ the Toff tonite, can’t wait!
    Love Amanda

  5. avatar
    blackeyes | 6 April 2008 at 12:23 am #

    enjoy tonight killer.

  6. avatar
    Brien Comerford | 6 April 2008 at 1:02 am #

    During the time it took to read this grim but realistic blog hundreds of people died via tribal conflicts, homicide, disease and starvation. Countless thousands of animals were killed via slaughterhouse, hunting, poaching, fishing and habitat destruction. Even a few black cats were killed only because they were black and the victims of superstitious folklore.
    This is life in an irreparably fallen world dominated by malevolent homo sapiens rife with irreverence for life. People like Dick Cheney, Bin Laden and Robert Mugabe.

  7. avatar
    matt davison | 6 April 2008 at 1:35 am #

    stop being A silly Panther!!

  8. avatar
    blackeyes | 6 April 2008 at 4:39 am #

    Are you sure you should talk to SK in this way, MD?

  9. avatar
    matt davison | 6 April 2008 at 4:46 am #

    sometimes my shallowness shows..

    But then again it isnt all doom and it??

  10. avatar
    davem | 6 April 2008 at 5:39 am #

    SK, you’ve made such a difference to so many.
    Your words and music have saved me so many times. You’re very, very important to thousands of us.
    Take care. I love you Sir.

  11. avatar
    Anonymous | 6 April 2008 at 7:51 am #

    ye fiends whom cannot make it in the flesh this evening….:(…as the collective sub-un-semi-hyper-conscious wish you the starrrrhhhzz,and a fucsia moon…may the spirit send you and the musebe with you…..may the sorceress be with you .:-) x

  12. avatar
    Anonymous | 6 April 2008 at 9:07 am #

    photosubliminally speaking? o

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    Hellbound Heart | 6 April 2008 at 9:49 am #

    sounds like a bit of a downer today, my friend…just weather the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune and the black dog will skulk back to where it belongs…even the best of us have times when it’s hard to see the cloud’s silver lining…
    take care, sweetie…
    love always…

  14. avatar
    Anonymous | 6 April 2008 at 11:02 am #

    ransom handsome.handsome ransom handsome.hand so me random handsome.cansome handsome?;) xoxo

  15. avatar
    nickfiction | 6 April 2008 at 11:29 am #

    ohio is finally thawing……..

  16. avatar
    Ross B | 6 April 2008 at 11:57 am #

    Agree davem, agree…

  17. avatar
    fantasticandy | 6 April 2008 at 12:35 pm #

    the truth sure is a pain tin the arse sometimes……….

    slay ’em at the toff!

  18. avatar
    blackeyes | 6 April 2008 at 1:00 pm #

    What would you say? if you suddenly find
    A disgusting toad,or a evil snake, or a stinky
    Bitch which happens to know some shakepears lines,staring at
    You with veiled hostility,when you
    Are trudging on your way? oh! it must be
    Bound to feel sick and nausea then
    Heart shudder and shiver at its ugliness, and strange ill will
    ah… what a day!

    sorry for disturbing, SK, i’m not at my best today.

  19. avatar
    ben | 6 April 2008 at 6:29 pm #

    time. something i think about due to its effects, pos and neg. my father advised me to live in the present, my mother told me to treat time as if it was running out. choices determine choices, and proves me a horrible choice maker. understanding is have the battle inside, and only god reveales through his son

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    veleska1970 | 6 April 2008 at 8:03 pm #

    time is something i always feel like i’m running out of. and you’re right when you said “life speeds up”~~it certainly does!! and also running after it, and it just gets further and further away.

    hope you’re feeling better tomorrow.

    lotza love…..

  21. avatar
    Anonymous | 6 April 2008 at 8:18 pm #

    i love you.always.always be U.always be.good luck.farewell.goodbye.time .x

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    Daberhasher | 6 April 2008 at 9:01 pm #

    i was gonna tell you to clean up the mess on your desk, you know, take control of the little things and meditate on the bigger things…
    yes, cleaning, like anything, can be a meditation… you’re a Virgo, you should know that…
    but… maybe heading off to a show with a bit of piss and vinegar might be just the thing…
    time will tell…

    rock it,


  23. avatar
    lily was here | 6 April 2008 at 10:08 pm #

    We got an hour back this weekend. I see you didnt waste it.

  24. avatar
    syrinx | 6 April 2008 at 11:31 pm #

    New laptop with Vista has twice erased my comment – it must’ve known it was a bitching waste of time. I’ve committed some of mine away, guilt-induced, no gilt involved but what the trip is going to cost me. Meanwhile your good friend will be playing a show not far from here the very day I wake up where I want to not be. I want my time back.


    I still have no proper sense of time passage. I only wear a watch now when I have an appointment. Watching it seems to muck it up even more.

  25. avatar
    the dean | 7 April 2008 at 1:21 am #

    there’s a definite possibility of a maybe in there somewhere but don’t quote me on that.

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