posted on January 30, 2008 at 12:36 am

persian aramaic and hebrew
i knew them once
i was able to do anything
a man a child
a woman a crone
a baby a corpse
is everything alive?
depends on what you mean by alive
the amoebae living their life a million times faster
the rocks a million times slower
we dont understand each other
what hope do we have of understanding other life-forms
nk reads the crystal bible
the phone rings
i know its ricki ringing
i shoulda said hiya ricki
but im still not following my hunches
im seeing the future
the power to heal is returning to me
thats right
i can channel something out there
chi or prana or light
this is a side effect of yoga and chi gong one presumes
my lemurian crystal is my familiar my wand my talisman
i am in love with it
last nite tired of the cough troubling my wife
i had her lie there in the moonlight
and using the crystal
i blasted and fought the malevolence behind the infection
everything is happening on every level
get that thru yer thick western head
there is no single accurate version
a disease, a cough for example
is a bacterial or viral blah blah in yer lungs n tubes
yes it is
is it only that?
is anything only one thing?
or does each object each being
extend across multiple fields for example:
you fight an enemy on all battlefields, right?
my crystal and i
by dint of the sunlight and moonlight it has absorbed
by dint of the love i put into it
by dint of the trust and faith i have filled it with
this battery this cell this transformer
discharging it into my dear wifes irritated lungs
my crystal shot out its laserlike stream of lovelight
it feels like a cold point says nk
as i run the crystal anticlockwise around her
pulling the bastard spirit out
and clockwise
screwing a zillion volts of cosmic mojo n ooomph
its a joke i say
those things in there dont have a hope
she finished her antibiotics but still feels affected
so i gave the cough the fucking what-for
i could feel us both filling with light
like rivers filling when a dam gate is opened
the perpetual white cosmic light surrounds us
the golden energy and fire of the earth
the watery healing of the great ocean the Pacific
i rub my hands to produce heat
i lay them on
i feel it passing through my hands
into her
the thing hates it
the dark stupid vicious thing
the useless cough
what is it?
i dunno
i dont care either
but like all lies
it hates the light
it hates the warmth
it hates the love i have for my wife
it scurries away inside her
and i try to locate it and burn it
and dissolve it
eventually she stops coughing
not completely
but quite noticeably
today shes coughing a little
you cant expect a big miracle
you can start with a small one though
she agrees the coughs back is broken
it needs a booster shot i guess
i’ll try n zap the mother a littlemore today
believe me
everything is connected
there are consequences
it is worth being good
it is worth being kind
love really is all you need i guess
not just in a song
but for everyone

42 Responses to “screen memory”

  1. avatar
    Chart Smart | 30 January 2008 at 1:52 am #

    NICE Blog 🙂

  2. avatar
    Easement1 | 30 January 2008 at 2:01 am #

    Got my DVD in Florida today; this extruded plastic’s seen more of the world than I have.

    How do you make all that glory come out of one instrument?

  3. avatar
    the dean | 30 January 2008 at 2:18 am #

    Do you have a view on alkalarianism?

  4. avatar
    steve kilbey | 30 January 2008 at 2:20 am #

    nk says the cough is dispirited

    i’ll have to look that word up
    and i’ll let ya know

  5. avatar
    better | 30 January 2008 at 3:00 am #

    Realization of the Shaman
    its within and throughout…
    peace jaime r…….

  6. avatar
    craig1.618 | 30 January 2008 at 3:09 am #

    wasn’t it edgar cayce who said with practice and being of service to others we could all do what he did

    yes i believe it was

  7. avatar
    Paul Lightfoot | 30 January 2008 at 3:12 am #

    Hey Killer, my partner’s had the cough for 2 weeks, and now, after 7- 8 days incubation, it’s got me. Please spin your lemurian crystal East, my way so that I may too, heal.

    Paul L
    Auckland NZ

  8. avatar
    Celticat | 30 January 2008 at 3:17 am #

    Hi Killer,

    DVD came yesterday and watched it last night. Loved it it as I dare say most will who watch it.

    Kudos to you and MD n all


  9. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 4:37 am #

    “with great power comes great responsibility”-the faith healer.

  10. avatar
    princey | 30 January 2008 at 5:04 am #

    Ahhh….the power of love (sigh)
    Love Amanda

  11. avatar
    Hellbound Heart | 30 January 2008 at 5:21 am #

    …there is more to heaven and earth than what we can see…
    well done, steve…
    love always

  12. avatar
    melissa | 30 January 2008 at 5:57 am #

    Wow, nice work Steve 🙂 Maybe you should think about adding ‘Crystal Healer’ to your resume 🙂 I hope too, that NK continues to get better! (The Crystal Bible is a great book). Funny, I was thinking about going to my fave crystal shop tomorrow..I just love the peaceful vibe in there and having a chat to one of the ladies. Perhaps I should mention about the wonderous work her products give 🙂

    All the best

  13. avatar
    melissa | 30 January 2008 at 6:19 am #

    P.S .. both Cajeput and Black Pepper essential oils make fantastic chest massage for respiratory infections/coughs. Just dilute 5 drops in 10ml of carrier oil 🙂

    sorry, alternate therapies excite me 🙂

  14. avatar
    Leelinau | 30 January 2008 at 7:06 am #

    Imagine that.


  15. avatar
    PAGEY | 30 January 2008 at 7:25 am #

    save her steve, she’s dying…

  16. avatar
    PAGEY | 30 January 2008 at 7:26 am #

    or probably not. just get to the MD and get a real prognosis. I am a crystal master. None of it really helps…..

  17. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 7:44 am #

    aint nothin like a bit o lovin to get ya on the mend.the walls are gonna be a shakin at chez kilbey tunight!

  18. avatar
    fantasticandy | 30 January 2008 at 7:51 am #

    it’s the good, giving, loving part of you that the crystal helps you channel.
    much like your bass…….
    that’s why your music is so special.
    nice bloggie today steve.
    andy L.

  19. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 8:57 am #

    we are such powerful beings
    when we see who we really are

  20. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 9:32 am #

    Fuck this. What’s the real difference between this and believing that disease is evidence of a demonic presence? Its name is Legion for it is many. Fuck me, man, believing in creationism was bad enough…

  21. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 9:48 am #

    Do you need a place to stay over Easter when you play at Lizottes?

  22. avatar
    fantasticandy | 30 January 2008 at 10:46 am #

    hey steve,
    if you follow the dean’s dietary tip you’ll have to rename the church ‘the sunshine band’!

  23. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 11:36 am #

    Not much sunshine around those narky fuckers, Andy! Plenty of shimmering heat and light for the listener though. This is a disparity I haven’t been able to address. Any ideas?

  24. avatar
    veleska1970 | 30 January 2008 at 11:42 am #

    everything exists on many different levels….it’s mindboggling.

    “it is worth being good
    it is worth being kind”
    absolutely. i’m glad your lovely wife is feeling better.

    lotza love…

  25. avatar
    Ethereal Butterfly | 30 January 2008 at 12:05 pm #

    That was so beautifully described, words are mightier than the sword, but the love that held & directed the crystal is the most powerful healer (and not doubt the anti-biotics may have also helped, but only with the infection side of the cough). Thanks for sharing this, hope she is well soon….I haven’t taken anti-biotics for about 15 years, since I read about how to reduce mucus in the body by making the body less acidic( as it is when we are unwell or stressed)(as documented by Dr Hay). By not combining protein with carbohydrates the body becomes more alkaline. Separate them by at least 3 hours –so no diary, etc with starch… (avoid dairy at all with a cold). Also Senega & Ammonia mixture (from the chemist) greatly reduces mucus and makes the body expel it….. Keeping a steamer on in the bedroom can greatly reduce symptoms. (These are old fashioned remedies used by our Grandparents & theirs…)

  26. avatar
    Lifeless Idle | 30 January 2008 at 12:29 pm #

    Well then how about sticking the crystal in your ear! ummm gently of course

  27. avatar
    matt davison | 30 January 2008 at 12:36 pm #

    I always feel like the best advice is from the MD..

    Not the medical one though…


  28. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 2:42 pm #


    The Mystery Man came over
    An’ he said: “I’m outa-site!”
    He said, for a nominal service charge,
    I could reach nervonna t’nite

    There was nothin’ his box won’t do
    With the oil of Afro-dytee
    An’ the dust of the Grand Wazoo
    He said:
    “You might not believe this, little fella, but it’ll cure your Asthma too!”

    I’ve got troubles of my own, I said
    An’ you can’t help me out
    So take your meditations an’ your preparations
    An’ ram it up yer snout
    “BUT I GOT A KRISTL BOL!,” he said
    An’ held it to the light
    So I snatched it
    All away from him
    An’ I showed him how to do it right
    I wrapped a newspaper ’round my head
    So I’d look like I was Deep
    I said some Mumbo Jumbos then
    An’ told him he was goin’ to sleep
    I robbed his rings
    An’ pocket watch
    An’ everything else I found
    I had that sucker hypnotized
    He couldn’t even make a sound
    I proceeded to tell him his future then

    Look here brother,
    Who you jivin’ with that Cosmik Debris?

  29. avatar
    markobears | 30 January 2008 at 4:19 pm #

    been sick for 2 weeks as well. today i feel like it’s almost gone.

  30. avatar
    Cee | 30 January 2008 at 6:47 pm #

    …a little gargle with apple cider vinegar will help too…beware: it’s not very pleasant so follow up with some honey.
    Feel better NK.


  31. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 8:11 pm #

    Yes, love is all that matters, and yes, everything is indeed connected in a beautiful way, no doubt about that. Thanks to The Great Spirit, The Creator, Mother Earth & Father Earth…

  32. avatar
    Thomas Thomsen, Denmark | 30 January 2008 at 8:15 pm #

    The post at 7:11 AM was mine…

  33. avatar
    Thomas Thomsen, Denmark | 30 January 2008 at 8:17 pm #

    Damn, it was supossed to say “Father Sky”. Just not my day, I guess. Oh well, nobody cares anyway, Thomas…

  34. avatar
    Thomas Thomsen, Denmark | 30 January 2008 at 8:31 pm #

    And now a spelling error, too?

    I GIVE UP…

  35. avatar
    Anonymous | 30 January 2008 at 9:39 pm #

    Killer of the Koff

    Lady Di

  36. avatar
    davem | 30 January 2008 at 9:49 pm #

    What a lovely positive olde blogge today sk.
    It’s so nice to see the love you have for nk.
    My copy of the live dvd arrived today. It was wonderful. You are such a captivating performer, you just filled the whole house here as the kids were drawing, listening and laughing. You ooze creativity…it’s infectious.
    Mrs M’s birthday today too, it was nice to share it with you, albeit you were only in the room on tv.
    We love you very much Steve and your art has so enriched our lives.
    Thank-you. God bless you.
    Mr m and mrs m

  37. avatar
    davem | 30 January 2008 at 9:51 pm #

    BTW folks where are Brien C and Brian altres?
    I’m missing them…

  38. avatar
    John | 30 January 2008 at 9:56 pm #

    Can you work on my cough while you’re at it?

    John Garratt

  39. avatar
    Brien Comerford | 30 January 2008 at 11:10 pm #

    I love SK when he exudes spiritual vibes. There is a Creator, an eternal spirit, a higher power, a primal cause, a spirit world and an afterlife. Sk’s 2007 “Uplifing Blogge” invariably solaces and encourages me just like the song “Let It Be.” Death is just a transformation to another realm. Even if I’m wrong I’ll always cling to these ideals.

  40. avatar
    Anonymous | 31 January 2008 at 12:18 am #

    SCREEN MEMORY…great album by ME0 245 in the 80s…gone but not forgotten…

  41. avatar
    Anonymous | 31 January 2008 at 11:32 am #

    Yoga-yes you’re right.i tried it,to heal myself,and its worked,and is working…thanks for sharing.looking forward to the new church album BTW! .

  42. avatar
    Anonymous | 1 February 2008 at 7:21 am #

    man you aure belive in this illusion of reincarnation. Its the fucking textbooks that knows it all not any part of you….or
    Akashic charms

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