posted on December 26, 2005 at 9:00 pm

8 02 in the morning
troubled grey sky
overcast mind
feeling like something waiting for me
out there
someting thats gonna bring problems
something wicked
something bad
something from the past
coming back to haunt me
problems i cant contain
foreboding
xmas all gone
that doesnt worry me none
new years eve
dont mean much to me
what could it be…?
barometric pressure?
peer group pressure?
ha ha
i am peerless….
cos youve run out of pot…?
nah, i’ll sort that out eventually
oh misery take your hands off me
let me me see ya
so i know whom i am fighting against
dont persecute me with yer vague whispers and threats
perhaps too much time
on computer
sk suffering from electro-magnetic pollution
(all for your sake, my preciousses)
sk plagued by little bickerers
sk hounded by bad conscience
sk sensitive to mobile phones
the smell of meat
too much tv
(please….turn it off)
horrible music in the air
(or is it just my tinnitus?)
feeling frail
feeling mortal
tho for no real reason
come on, sk, cheer us up a little
we logged on for a laff
not for your maudlin old tripe
i wish i was drivin along with tim again
between noosa and brisbane
when our tour was yet one day olde
for a few hours my universe was defined
the interior of our tarago van
the radio playing some weird olde station
talking things over
as we accelarated through the warm drizzle
wilo, are ya out there
i miss ya buddy
it was a goode time, wasnt it?
i wish i was a twin
e and m
a and e
they never seem lonely
always got each other
me……..
ive always felt on my own
only tiny little times
here and there
when i feel un-isolated
whoa sk
you succumbing to some heavy melancholia, olde pal
no wonder
you havent done yer laps for a while
youve done very little yoga
yer meditations have been half hearted
it doesnt keep going
if you neglect the infrastructure
i have to run as hard as i can
to stay in the same place……
or all my songs
and words
come back to bite me on the arse
at times like these
jesus
i gotta get away from this
radiation spitting machine
from this screen
sending out its death rays inta mah soul
i gotta pull the plug
i gotta get in the sea
i gotta get in the astral
i gotta get some pure clean food and air
i am a vintage sports car
and i need a lotta lookin after
you cant thrash me up and down
the highway too much
man
you self centred old s. o .b
you soft centred coffee cream
that last chokky in the box
that no one fancies….
SNAP OUTTA IT, olde bean

i will speak to you all
later
signed
me

17 Responses to “we live in the void of metamorphoses”

  1. avatar
    Godzirra | 27 December 2005 at 12:09 am #

    ah yes, how did it come to this?…

  2. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 12:45 am #

    great stuff sk! magick! dig ya! deep deep blogmindblowing mysteries made in Bohemia. gone with the wind. gone with the surrealistic mindabsorbing nothingness of pure Nirvana! lovely daughters and absent wives. being in the Eternal Now, with prana, maya and all the rest of it! Jeezez!

  3. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 1:16 am #

    come on sk
    it doesn’t have to be that way
    no ones out to get ya
    not even me
    yeah ME
    you know who
    rest in peace
    I still come every day to see what ya up to
    stirring up your commenters I see
    having your little bit o fun

    could be your fighting yourself there olde bean
    could be everything has two meanings
    it’s just the one you choose
    so take it easy on ya self esskay

    heres a little olde pick ya up idea
    to get ya entertainer endorphins flowing
    for ye little olde soft beaten ironic heart
    for all ya antagonism and love,
    yeah we know
    ya have for all those beach basting straights
    grab an acoustic
    trot down to the local bondi boardwalk or whatever (never been there)
    put ye olde G case on the ground
    in front of ya
    tickle you tonsils
    and do a few of your fave covers
    for a little olde laugh
    with or at the passers by
    depending on the twinkle in their eyes
    you’ll back up and bouncing
    in ‘no time’
    your fave little space I’m sure

  4. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 1:56 am #

    ok, maybe that guy that squeezed in ahead of me is out to get ya,
    better scratch that beach bumming busking bohemian idea

  5. avatar
    Darko Flagg | 27 December 2005 at 2:11 am #

    Dearest Lost Unkle,
    Was feeling like brain wanted to explode all en masse~ but alas integrated with a few long term frequent friers and exchanged portals of joy on silver discs.. ENO MOBIUS and TURNED UP THE LATEST FSOL recording- aint herd it? The Brits are still light years out to lunch ~its a Hillagian love affair met with the lushest sonicks~
    Feeling blue? Grab a portal out of here http://www.futuresoundoflondon.com/amorphous/
    Regardlessness
    DarkoFlagg

  6. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 2:42 am #

    belated christmas greetings steve
    checking back after a few days away
    from the computer that is
    you’re cracking me up SK
    yestedays entry especially
    had me in stitches
    liked your bruschetta lunchee
    please keep telling us this stuff
    loved the phone conversations with bill
    got to run
    happy new year almost
    whens the usa tour?
    come visit soon
    love
    diane

  7. avatar
    Godzirra | 27 December 2005 at 3:19 am #

    does everyone have to leave a proem for a comment?!?!?

  8. avatar
    Wil-o | 27 December 2005 at 3:26 am #

    I’m with you in electro-magnetic spirite, Kil-o. Come March we’ll do it all again, the peeple will cheere, and be cheered, and there will be muche mirthe.

    Today I must mow yonder lawn; an irony, as I have too much grasse and you have not enough.

    Kisses to the missus, and huggies to the buggies.

  9. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 4:09 am #

    Twinmissed.
    Count on me for altogether loneliness, your sister companion forever. Someday, someday. Whatever together. Infrastructure ticket, please, Sir. Can you get me to Eden for a few hours or something? Love you.

  10. avatar
    captainmission | 27 December 2005 at 7:42 am #

    There is only one course of action for current condition. It’s blue, big and wet, it’s the giver of life, the sustainer of bliss and nexus of love. Catch those waves. Surf it out your system, forget yourself, be in the moment, become a particle and a wave, go quantum baby. Earth loves You.

  11. avatar
    eek | 27 December 2005 at 10:02 am #

    I’ve pretty much always felt disconnected from the rest of the world. Most of the time it’s not a big deal, but there are times when the loneliness and isolation, even within a crowd, can be utterly overwhelming.

    I’ve never quite figured out how to stop those deep troughs or how to get out of them…for me it just eventually happens on it’s own (well, usually) and I go on with my life — disconnected, but fairly content.

  12. avatar
    Andreas -Italy | 27 December 2005 at 1:22 pm #

    i am feeling the same way sk… no worries, just the usual post xmas depression… at least u got ur brothers, me im even an only child…
    ciao,

  13. avatar
    Ron | 27 December 2005 at 4:28 pm #

    Steve,

    There are a ton of laughs at my doorstep! You know how that is. I can see that the camp is hovering at high altitudes now! Ha Ha Ha! (as I fall off the chair). It’s getting better as I’ve got myself a harness to keep me secure and upright.

    Old friend I glad that you are clean these days. It really is good to know!

    I won’t overload on the sparkling grape juice and not to worry about that over there….
    Just a glass or two. …… Might have to put the locks on the pastries though, as I can’t seem to stop having those. There are so many out there to choose from! All I gotta do is bake or drive to the nearest place. Easy as that.

    So I’m here and all these mysterious wires cross. They bring things. A Ball of laughs and all kinds of silly other jokes. A crazy bunch!
    Some in my world have laughed at a few of my jokes too! Ha Ha Ha!

    By the way I know they are out there reading. Yeah steve they are reading your blog. They are listeners too and there are more than a few of them. To let them know…. Don’t get me wrong here guys and gals!
    I’ve highlighted a decade of music which they’ve become saturated with lately. Double laughs! Don’t dance too hard now!

    I know this may not make sense to mention them here steve but there is a story to it with all kinds of good people that you wouldn’t think of involved. One of them plays a silver telecaster. Don’t enjoy too many of those sandwiches lady as I might have to make one of those special ones myself!
    Steve you will crack up and fall off your continent, at least I think so. I know I have!
    There are two sides to this and so I’ll mention the other. One of them plays folk songs. He knows dolly. Pickin and grinin’, she is laughing my way. Girly with the silver telecaster you should know that keith knows. The one that is friends with the guy who plays folk songs. He’s got quite a few jokes himself too! I mention this because these two sides know different things about what has been read.

    It will make sense later steve. You just wouldn’t believe it!

    This is funny! On the song “waiting” by doctors of madness. The violins in the chorus carry both female and male energy. What makes me laugh about is the female energy. There is feeling of a frilly dress being tossed about. Ha Ha!
    There is also a female energetic feeling of a clean kitchen. Both of these can be heard at 0.44 seconds. It’s also heard at other points when the riff is repeated.

    I’m not on the grape juice today, I swear.

  14. avatar
    Anonymous | 27 December 2005 at 8:31 pm #

    water in mouth, dont swallow, close eyes, inhale the air off the water, then swallow, then exhale.

  15. avatar
    esskayer | 28 December 2005 at 3:46 am #

    Thanx Godzilla for the poetry comment. yeah what’s up with that? Two words: Ban “Ron.” Nice post SK. I’m with you on that one.

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