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  the mastered marvel is fast and invisible they make it look so easy and it is…on paper we artisans fashioning something from nothing that means something we hammer on the anvil of song we beat the molten music into weapons to pierce the aura because priest equals cura and no insurer is any surer than me i catch ideas in the wind that blows thru the curtains some tiny wight i know is on my side each morning the songs are written and the poems composed my 3 string guitar just hangs on a wall and sometimes it groans like its bursting with song what stops us i wonder from creating something beyond beyond the reach of SHP even what stays the hand on the verge of discovering some original truth some new axiom disguised as a song painting some new parable encoded within the poets delirious rants some new breakthrough seen within a childs story the long evening of religion still overshadows the brief morning of science anything is still theoretically possible within noble art art music literature to uplift and affirm the dormant divinity in man this is the only reason for what those masters have done and will do we gasp at such and such… why he has performed a partial recreation of the world…! we cannot understand how this other fellow manages to whisper our own secret thoughts in an ear in our minds the masters refine their movements to the slightest ghost of a touch they are born with the power easily rekindled the masters contain the darkness and the light the masters reconcile the apparent opposites life and death i am inspired by the shining brilliance of their works their murals their symphonies their double albums humanity chucks some prodigy at the glowering […]

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the mastered marvel is fast and invisible

they make it look so easy and it is…on paper

we artisans fashioning something from nothing that means something

we hammer on the anvil of song

we beat the molten music into weapons to pierce the aura

because priest equals cura

and no insurer is any surer than me

i catch ideas in the wind that blows thru the curtains

some tiny wight i know is on my side

each morning the songs are written and the poems composed

my 3 string guitar just hangs on a wall

and sometimes it groans like its bursting with song

what stops us i wonder from creating something beyond

beyond the reach of SHP even

what stays the hand on the verge of discovering some original truth

some new axiom disguised as a song painting

some new parable encoded within the poets delirious rants

some new breakthrough seen within a childs story

the long evening of religion still overshadows

the brief morning of science

anything is still theoretically possible within noble art

art music literature to uplift and affirm the dormant divinity in man

this is the only reason for what those masters have done and will do

we gasp at such and such…

why he has performed a partial recreation of the world…!

we cannot understand how this other fellow

manages to whisper our own secret thoughts

in an ear in our minds

the masters refine their movements to the slightest ghost of a touch

they are born with the power easily rekindled

the masters contain the darkness and the light

the masters reconcile the apparent opposites life and death

i am inspired by the shining brilliance of their works

their murals their symphonies their double albums

humanity chucks some prodigy at the glowering sky

the ego so swollen and filled with bad blood

at some time even the great masters may crash

fall from painting the cosmos on a ceiling

fall from a stage into the surging crowd below

fall from the roof of your little tuscan cottage

with the hazy gauzy summer light

constantly making you wonder : am i dreaming…?

still the mission must remain the enrichment of the soul

to live in constant wonder because everything blows your tidy mind

pride like summer then always before the fall

and then by saying precisely nothing you have said it all

a tambourine hit

a favourite brush

the texture of the paper and the way it influences everything else

the masters have more nuance than the skies have stars

ambiguity is a lifetimes work

the exploration of the smallest shades of the unfamiliar

the painting of your life

all the colours regraded and somehow the blue/purple is saturated

music remains the king of all art

it is untouchable in its power to dominate obsess or uplift the spirit

music invoking everything in just a few notes

the masters shook the jesus out of every incredible composition

the masters understand it all from the hugest to the most minute

as they glorify god and glorify the devil

in the complex strands they will weave

there is so much to keep in such brilliant minds

is it any wonder they become foggy and lose their way….?

like paul in tahiti stumbling through colour beds

or ravel with hypnotic simplicity that opens the door

or marc chagall who let it all be wherever it wanted

or john lennon whose piano was bitter and wise

every master an apparition on mundanity screen

looking for an oasis in religions wasteland and sciences just deserts

yet i am not guided by nothing at all

nor more so they who wield the most gifted vision

life is interpretable as you can see

the masters take life and they make it much larger

you wished you lived in that music or film

oh why cant life be like a song or a book….?

the masters intercept the image at face value

each enters the game on his or her own level

like archers who shoot for the heart of our world

apollo whose arrows were the deadliest music

volted bolts too sublime to perceive

so every genius holds a living flame in his hand

to illuminate dark ages and give them some hope

this ambiguous hope then i strive to convey

its a hope only glimpsed never held never touched

an unspecified glimmer among all that doubt

i cant buy any of the stories theyre selling

evolution or eden …..is that really the choice…?

i dont trust the religionists theyre always so wrong

they believe in things a child can see are stupid

our god isnt vengeful

we are not born in sin

and all of this was for us to groove about in

science has been changing its mind ever since it all began

not every miracle occurs in its crucibles and tubes

i’m sure some mysteries can never even be explained by mere men

so i keep on searching for the elusive beauty of ambiguous hope

may it fill all works of art with oomph!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Steve Kilbey & Ricky Maymi – Canberra Casino 2nd Sept 2011

On the same bill as Shane Howard (Goanna) for the same ticket price of just $35 Casino Canberra and Songland present: Steve Kilbey (the church) & Ricky Maymi (Brian Jonestown Massacre) who will be playing a selection of songs covering a cross section of the careers of both artists. Venue : Deja Vu Canberra Casino 21 Binara St. Time 8PM Tickets : $35 + bf through Ticketek Dead Cool recommendation http://www.deadcoolshop.com/music+cinema/recommended-albums/steve-kilbey-ricky-maymi/

On the same bill as Shane Howard (Goanna) for the same ticket price of just $35
Casino Canberra and Songland present:

Steve Kilbey (the church) & Ricky Maymi (Brian Jonestown Massacre)
who will be playing a selection of songs covering a
cross section of the careers of both artists.

Venue : Deja Vu Canberra Casino 21 Binara St.
Time 8PM
Tickets : $35 + bf through Ticketek
Dead Cool recommendation
 http://www.deadcoolshop.com/music+cinema/recommended-albums/steve-kilbey-ricky-maymi/

SHP

brian smith sent me a timely article that some scientists have just postulated : marijuana can cause a condition known as semantic hyper priming ….. in which the mind matches words from a larger pool of possible associations thus giving the stoned poet a bit of a jump on some sober rival wow havent i been saying that for years …? and it doesnt just do that for verbal concepts either…. some strange thing in pot can make certain artists come up with new ideas across the board i always said that like a switchboard getting all mixed up parts of the brain speaking to each other that normally dont yeah it works for some n not for others…. kids dont try this at home etc….. insert your favourite caveat here semantic hyper priming eh….? well i’ll be a monkeys uncle typing out the complete works of shakespeare semantic hyper priming…..huh….well one has to do ones bit for things like that… you mean i wanna be the top poet in this town n theres something out there give me SHP? SHP……..you kidding me semantic hyper fucking priming why that is the wholly grail of your average jason rimbaud why you smoke a lil’ THC n you got SHP…i mean ….LOL…… all them fuggen connections in my mind man just like the time being man like he said the words coming off a roll in his skull fuck my aunty warned me against SHP man she said steven those words gotta come from somewhere man no fucking way! pot gives you all them words man and more more fucking words than you can handle man if you aint dylan bobalaire watch out! there should be a warning on neils purple heads exactly now you think david neil did not exist then […]

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brian smith sent me a timely article that

some scientists have just postulated :

marijuana can cause a condition

known as semantic hyper priming …..

in which the mind matches words from a larger pool of possible associations

thus giving the stoned poet a bit of a jump on some sober rival

wow havent i been saying that for years …?

and it doesnt just do that for verbal concepts either….

some strange thing in pot can make certain artists

come up with new ideas across the board

i always said that like a switchboard getting all mixed up

parts of the brain speaking to each other that normally dont

yeah it works for some n not for others….

kids dont try this at home etc…..

insert your favourite caveat here

semantic hyper priming eh….?

well i’ll be a monkeys uncle typing out the complete works of shakespeare

semantic hyper priming…..huh….well one has to do ones bit for things like that…

you mean i wanna be the top poet in this town n theres something out there give me SHP?
SHP……..you kidding me

semantic hyper fucking priming why that is the wholly grail of your average jason rimbaud

why you smoke a lil’ THC n you got SHP…i mean ….LOL……

all them fuggen connections in my mind man

just like the time being man like he said the words coming off a roll in his skull

fuck my aunty warned me against SHP man

she said steven those words gotta come from somewhere man

no fucking way!

pot gives you all them words man and more

more fucking words than you can handle man if you aint dylan bobalaire

watch out! there should be a warning on neils purple heads

exactly now you think david neil did not exist then go back and listen

remindlessness done in 1989 and i sing of neils purple heads

yes i needed that SHP then and always

just think …and is that why theyve banned it ..it wouldnt be fair..

imagine at the poetry playoffs …all them poets with artificially induced SHP

just freely associatin’ some fucken bullzshit

ooh wow imagine that surge of delicious semantic hyper priming

oh fuck yes it will feel good just like nevets yeblik choofing on the bone

words flooding inner my brain oh wow like….man…its insane….

imagine meeting chicks inner bar i will say hey babe i’m a SHPer…

how about you babe hows yer vocab hows yer priming hows yer rhyming…?

and all you needed all along was a bong ..bang you gotta song

seems not for some nongs …no matter how many bongs …….

ok guess i ‘ll get along

man it feels good to have all this most excellent SHP at my wherewithal

mmm it feels good…….

 

 

 

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the insatiable truth continues to admit all possibilities even some idiot says life on this planet is an accident yeah sure it is….does that make you feel better…? a complete and total fluke…boy see that lightning hit the primordial soup…! your head is no good if your hearts not in it your head in the clouds water lifted from the sea many creatures make me up the unicorn and the lion the griffin and the snake history myth religion the past is all of these you can never touch it with your hands it exists only as an idea a real mystery …who can crack the past…? the future yes …..but the past no….. or what….?      

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when its gone a way

the insatiable truth continues to admit all possibilities

even some idiot says life on this planet is an accident

yeah sure it is….does that make you feel better…?

a complete and total fluke…boy see that lightning hit the primordial soup…!

your head is no good if your hearts not in it

your head in the clouds

water lifted from the sea

many creatures make me up

the unicorn and the lion

the griffin and the snake

history myth religion

the past is all of these

you can never touch it with your hands

it exists only as an idea

a real mystery …who can crack the past…?

the future yes …..but the past no…..

or what….?

 

 

 

container

beyond silver distance entangled in the futures delerious network the roots and tendrils of events come choking our life oh my photosynthetic spirit which pulls in light and exhales love my dark devil who lives in the earth deep in its fiery guts from my mother i inherited this from my father i inherited that from an endless web of ancestors a random list of proclivities from an incredible intake of impressions i am a camera that films everything i am a sensitive device recording unknown emotion i am a  single point giving off my incessant transmission a random poem generator i sweep away the leaves of the unconscious i collect debris found in our minds and i assemble patterns from old words and conversations i refashion anew imaginary things i mingle our dreams freely and with fingers of thought i shape music my voice is an actor who speaks in your ear my voice says you are living inside of this song and a door opens up and youre walking on through and the guitars seem to be saying something to you oh….there….you can see this place you have been set down and you must like it because you want to return over and over i made that little door for you and i suggested that adventure but that world was yours amigo i am the architect of that dream i move thru this world a bohemian trample but every now and then some powerful man will genuflect to me a mere nobody and his companions do say how is it that you hold yon minstrel in such regard and he says ah but he is given me a door into a private world there where a man may find rest i listen and am transported you see this […]

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beyond silver distance

entangled in the futures delerious network

the roots and tendrils of events come choking our life

oh my photosynthetic spirit which pulls in light and exhales love

my dark devil who lives in the earth deep in its fiery guts

from my mother i inherited this

from my father i inherited that

from an endless web of ancestors a random list of proclivities

from an incredible intake of impressions

i am a camera that films everything

i am a sensitive device recording unknown emotion

i am a  single point giving off my incessant transmission

a random poem generator

i sweep away the leaves of the unconscious

i collect debris found in our minds and i assemble patterns

from old words and conversations i refashion anew imaginary things

i mingle our dreams freely and with fingers of thought i shape music

my voice is an actor who speaks in your ear

my voice says you are living inside of this song

and a door opens up and youre walking on through

and the guitars seem to be saying something to you

oh….there….you can see this place you have been set down

and you must like it because you want to return over and over

i made that little door for you and i suggested that adventure

but that world was yours amigo

i am the architect of that dream

i move thru this world a bohemian trample

but every now and then some powerful man will genuflect to me a mere nobody

and his companions do say how is it that you hold yon minstrel in such regard

and he says ah but he is given me a door into a private world

there where a man may find rest i listen and am transported

you see this important task has fallen to me

i am staggering under the weight of this responsibility

i fight tooth and nail for all will dilute it or dispute it or loot it

the being of light and the dark devil duking it out in a room in my brain

the extreme twin opposites of good and evil act like a motor firing in my mind

the electricity in me is charged and refreshed

and the chemical intercourse between the synapses is rich and fruitful

some magical editor appears sorting it all out

a panel of guests assembles offering suggestions i can hear them so clearly

my muse so elusive yet generous even in her own absence

my mind is a trap catching all nature of things

this stuff i regurgitate comes like a telex on a reel

i bring it to you fresh from the sea of possibility

 

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rhapsodies spasm

the truth had come early for mr curtis jericho earlier than the earliest worm he thought liquidly nobody really knows who theyre fucking with nobody really knows how far to the next knight yeah i should have dotted my queues and crossed my eyes i should have read the fine prince i should have listened to my fingers idiots and philistines and oafs and buffoons these are a few of my favourite nongs you are what you eat you eat dead meat what are you? harpies and hags and bimbos and bags so what? my bass guitar doesnt weep it fucking sobs my beard rocks more than all the hair in metaldom my calves feed in the holy valley on the freshest sweetest honeys my songs sung in the olden times by loki and by set my words found in the ether that some alien forget my sorrow that i cant explain but neither do regret my arcane discoveries linking strangest points my preposterous prophecies which all none true i have studied things in more detail but always on a blurry slant thats what wrong said curtis jericho in the middle of his rant the women in my universe do not listen to the men the men look at the women and they see a hen they tried to change old jericho they tried to blow me down a moon bitch with her stud dog in the boxers dressing gown that girl in wales who married me in swansea in a trance she vanished in a slight pause in the swooning wedding dance the virgin slut of winter who fell right through the ice she said the cold was rather soothing and it felt quite nice that stupid one who fell apart by being so together smoking whitest widow and […]

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sono lui poiche siete me e siamo insieme tutti

the truth had come early for mr curtis jericho

earlier than the earliest worm he thought liquidly

nobody really knows who theyre fucking with

nobody really knows how far to the next knight

yeah i should have dotted my queues and crossed my eyes

i should have read the fine prince i should have listened to my fingers

idiots and philistines and oafs and buffoons

these are a few of my favourite nongs

you are what you eat

you eat dead meat

what are you?

harpies and hags and bimbos and bags so what?

my bass guitar doesnt weep it fucking sobs

my beard rocks more than all the hair in metaldom

my calves feed in the holy valley on the freshest sweetest honeys

my songs sung in the olden times by loki and by set

my words found in the ether that some alien forget

my sorrow that i cant explain but neither do regret

my arcane discoveries linking strangest points

my preposterous prophecies which all none true

i have studied things in more detail but always on a blurry slant

thats what wrong said curtis jericho in the middle of his rant

the women in my universe do not listen to the men

the men look at the women and they see a hen

they tried to change old jericho they tried to blow me down

a moon bitch with her stud dog in the boxers dressing gown

that girl in wales who married me in swansea in a trance

she vanished in a slight pause in the swooning wedding dance

the virgin slut of winter who fell right through the ice

she said the cold was rather soothing and it felt quite nice

that stupid one who fell apart by being so together

smoking whitest widow and sometime purple heather

i’d turned back into me again and said goodbye for ever

curtis my boy i said to myself

you look pale around the gills

your fins are bent and steer you wrong

here take your moody pills

a whole episode of your life goes by

a whole new chapter for a book you can never hack out

my story can never be told in words

i tell it in the songs that i sing

no jericho says a voice in a room

a room in a skull in a tomb in a rack

i ran all the way says a voice made of dust

heaven is full and theyre sending em back

no..!

go jericho says a voice in the east

the east of the sun and a beast in the sack

here is your candy here is your wine

here is three points but only one line

the devil of good

the evil divine

i  tempt you with crime then i give you the fine

i dont dream of a world where everythings right

i dream of a world full of lust every night

i dream of a world full of women and drugs

absent of days absent of thugs

absent of anything but pleasure in flesh

god i the spark that slips through the mesh

god i the wilderness as david doth kneel

god i the presence of clandestine feel

inside every moment inside every seed

inside every fix inside every feed

a superior lake madder than a hatter

my intelligence out there and picking up chatter

matter is blind my mind isnt matter

but mind over matter well that is a mother

the mother is farther away to the child

in sparta they left me to die in the wild

in athens i looked like a prick in my armour

in venus wings they say  i’d be quite the bird charmer

in atlantis my chambers my harem my beauties

what a shame to go down with all of them cuties

in fucking lemuria on my conjugal pontoon

that stretched out my pleasure through warm afternoon

as lovely sea creatures swam the lagoon

but holidays end and life is too soon

back to some january back to some june

back to some may may make you immune

yes said a scientist interpreting runes

the vikings were covering one of your tunes

thats impossible curtis said

how could that be?

i dont let the people sing them for free

you already been paid ! said the ham in the rolls

we collected your royalties from the mongols and poles

your czechs in the mail their kings of yore wore

a hole full of water…? well……youre a bore

and frankly dear jericho love is a whore

a crooked old hooker a right hook to the jaw

i could go on all night if perchance you dream more

no shut up i said ‘fore i saw through the floor

the accomplice is willing to tell what she saw

that night under paris on top of a moor

they took away everything and gave you what for

and just like this planet with its hot moulting core

and just like  reality i open a door

i go into a darkness the dead dread in awe

an orwellian vortex a kafkaesque purge

i exist in a place where love and hate merge

on your hardest shoulder

on your softest verge

with every whisper of eternity deleted

and every threat and all vows completed

with horses snorting and riders unseated

the lion fucking roared and the fucking lamb bleated

your flame is all frozen your arctic too heated

i hope i am there when your punishments meted

out in the deserts and voids you have fated

and all of the waiting and all of the waited

waiter he said my bread has been baited

just listen he said…so we all concentrated

but all that i heard was my birds sleeping breath

the seconds all ticking a way to my death

christ on the right side

satan the left

her asteroid moons and her treble cleft

her seasons of famine that left her bereft

her reasons for things  i could never detect

and so curtis said what will be just will be

and

i’m outta here

just dont  trust kilbey

 

 

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unexplained inexplicably

seriously what did you expect……? maybe it was them alien implants in my back maybe it was all them damn drugs and parties maybe it was because of england and australia maybe it was because of sgt peppers maybe it was because of the idiots out there everywhere maybe it was because my dad could play the piano maybe it was because i just knew some things maybe it was because of things i just could never know maybe it was the vegetarianism maybe it was the decade of smack and ruin maybe it was all the daughters maybe it was the 2 sets of twins maybe it was destiny or luck or are they the same maybe it was all the songs i wrote maybe it was the disappointments and the dishonesty maybe it was because i got more than i deserved maybe it was because i never got what was coming to me maybe it was because of the trauma to me ears maybe it was the evil in us all maybe it was the arrogance and the big mouth maybe it was the narcissism and the indolence maybe it was all the flights everywhere and back maybe it was the aria awards and the new york arrest maybe it was my charity work or the kick in the balls maybe it was my  florid lyrics and stupid voice maybe it was my intrepid intelligence unknown to itself maybe it was the venues empty and full maybe it was the nights alone though with company maybe it was ploogy or maybe it was grant maybe it was sweden oh i loved it so much maybe it was bolan and the way that he lost it maybe it was krsna who makes it sublime maybe it was jesus walking […]

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seriously what did you expect……?

maybe it was them alien implants in my back

maybe it was all them damn drugs and parties

maybe it was because of england and australia

maybe it was because of sgt peppers

maybe it was because of the idiots out there everywhere

maybe it was because my dad could play the piano

maybe it was because i just knew some things

maybe it was because of things i just could never know

maybe it was the vegetarianism

maybe it was the decade of smack and ruin

maybe it was all the daughters

maybe it was the 2 sets of twins

maybe it was destiny or luck or are they the same

maybe it was all the songs i wrote

maybe it was the disappointments and the dishonesty

maybe it was because i got more than i deserved

maybe it was because i never got what was coming to me

maybe it was because of the trauma to me ears

maybe it was the evil in us all

maybe it was the arrogance and the big mouth

maybe it was the narcissism and the indolence

maybe it was all the flights everywhere and back

maybe it was the aria awards and the new york arrest

maybe it was my charity work or the kick in the balls

maybe it was my  florid lyrics and stupid voice

maybe it was my intrepid intelligence unknown to itself

maybe it was the venues empty and full

maybe it was the nights alone though with company

maybe it was ploogy or maybe it was grant

maybe it was sweden oh i loved it so much

maybe it was bolan and the way that he lost it

maybe it was krsna who makes it sublime

maybe it was jesus walking there with me

maybe it was the devil who lets me have fun

maybe it was the money or maybe the scenery

maybe baby

you could have been the one

 

 

dee remembers

i am in love with englands blue skies and her fair children i ramble her meadows and woods alone or attended by distant angels my ash staff charged by my art coiled about its latent power like an adder with certain lenses the glimpses tomorrow has ill afforded yes i am in communication with them in trance the universe drains into a hole in my astral skull i am thrown to this world like a thief in eden i walk the old paths i speak the old tongues i sing life or death though none may hear these arcane theses i move through hells walls a frozen shadow retaining all memory my eyes have seen the naked kali black and winged my hands have touched the ice that fire cannot endure my ears have heard the power love will never abide but soft and softer still i made terrible mistakes i was burned within my skin i trusted men with my head but my heart said no it should not be falling in an out of favour with a world maddened as it moves away from the christ oh virgin monarch you bitter withered hag-queen of nescience your advisors appear from orange and flanders and vanish on scaffolds and racks the treachery of some courtesan who once fucked some duke the unction of some priest buggered before the cross the hypocrisy of fortune the idiot crowd existing in the common stupor the morbid thrill of a shark moving through the court i leave her shores from expediency no longer the glamoured novice of necessity my exile in black papered mirrors that reflect the thoughts of the dead kelley and his gift twinned with insatiable wish he was right about some things though i cannot be that mistaken he knew the […]

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i am in love with englands blue skies and her fair children

i ramble her meadows and woods alone or attended by distant angels

my ash staff charged by my art coiled about its latent power like an adder

with certain lenses the glimpses tomorrow has ill afforded

yes i am in communication with them

in trance the universe drains into a hole in my astral skull

i am thrown to this world like a thief in eden

i walk the old paths i speak the old tongues

i sing life or death though none may hear these arcane theses

i move through hells walls a frozen shadow retaining all memory

my eyes have seen the naked kali black and winged

my hands have touched the ice that fire cannot endure

my ears have heard the power love will never abide

but soft and softer still

i made terrible mistakes i was burned within my skin

i trusted men with my head but my heart said no it should not be

falling in an out of favour

with a world maddened as it moves away from the christ

oh virgin monarch you bitter withered hag-queen of nescience

your advisors appear from orange and flanders and vanish on scaffolds and racks

the treachery of some courtesan who once fucked some duke

the unction of some priest buggered before the cross

the hypocrisy of fortune

the idiot crowd existing in the common stupor

the morbid thrill of a shark moving through the court

i leave her shores from expediency no longer the glamoured novice

of necessity my exile in black papered mirrors that reflect the thoughts of the dead

kelley and his gift twinned with insatiable wish

he was right about some things though i cannot be that mistaken

he knew the true name of gold and also its subtle sound

he knew the taste of failure manifested in a sour phlegm

he fashioned the stains of seraphim into a seeming spell

and i dreaming fell under its night

and it fell upon me

and so i bid my albion farewell on samhain eve

and i walk the forests of some illyria disconsolate

and invisible

 

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